Remember when ,

oh really .. oh ......

2012-03-08T23:32:00.001+08:00

kawad today was fun ! :D i really wish we can win like last year . masuk zon wilayah ! lol le fuck hahahhahahahhahaha .

anyway period pain like fuck now .
1ADJAKLFDJAKJDSFKLAJSDKFJAKJDFKJKJAJ i don't wanna take panadol but ... urgh so pain so pain so pain i gonna die .. sufferin ........

LOVE CHEMISTRY NOW SERIOUSLY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH . and i started to hate addmaths omg i mean.. i hated it and STILL hate it . yeah . lol .

happy birthday chanyingyenn ! :D
errr i'm not sure whether u can see this hahah cause you're still sesat with my blog link .
anywayyy , I MISS YOU A LOT LA BITCH .
dumped me for EA haih :'(
38 HAPPY BIRTHDAY :DDD
i'll always be thr for you kayyy :)
love you much xx .

just dislike people being that way . who do they think they are .

omg cari pasal gilaa . whats wrong with them seriously sometimes i CAN'T WAIT TO GROW UP . can't wait seriously can't wait . i want to have a car and a freakin car license . and i don't have to stay here 24/7 listening to craps . zzzzzzz fking annoying .

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE GOING CAMPPPPP ! have funnnnnn .. without me ...... LOL fine jk have fun la have funnn . xx

FANTASTIC BABY .

2012-03-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

i'm so carelessssss :(

did so many careless mistakes in my maths paper and moral paper -.-

soooooo , BIG BANG's NEW MV JUST RELEASED YESTERDAY !

okay so the owl in the beginning IS VERY VERY VERY COOOOOOOOOL . i replayed a lot of times for the owl lololol . SO SO SO SO YENG <3 and wow gd's hair , is longer than mine .. hahahahaha . rapunzel ........ hahahahhaa . idk why but i find taeyang very funny in this mv hahahaha . TOP YOU'RE SUPER HOT . and DAESUNG , nosebleed laaaa deng so hot ... love ur tanned skin (Y) AND ABS . HAHAHAH .

BOOMSHAKALAKA . SO CATCHY OMGGGG the song kept replayin on my mind in school just now hahahah .

every song is awesome :'D

feel like skipping sch EVERYDAY .

so tired .. so many stuffs to do durin holiday :(

pathetic .....

p/s : PEOPLE PLEASE DOWNLOAD DRAW SOMETHING ( apple / android ) AND PLAY WITH ME ! username : xueLeng . its a very fun and nice game lololol .

to the forest of a firefly's light ;

2012-03-05T19:51:00.001+08:00

okay anwar's class is gettin scarier and im ... afraid hahahaha . i terkejut for so many times and even the people behind were laughing at me omg so embarrassing TT draw circles draw circles draw circles .

btw i'm so proud of myself i woke up at 7 30 to go tuition AND I DIDN'T PONTENG . hoomgggggggggg :') was in a dilemma in the morning tho . cause i was really tired :( but , I WENT . I WOKE UP :3

so whats tomorrow's jadual hahahaah . i think i have to do homework ( homework before exam hahahaha ) but i don't know wheres my homework lol .

OH YA . siowrachel went to leehom's concert yesterdayyyy grrrrr RM498 tickets sammoh -.- jeaaloooooouuuuuuuuuusssssssssssssssss much .

bought a new phone cover hohohooooo ;) i laikeeee the colour but its a bit thick .

everyone's using timeline and i'm not hahahaha . i feel so awesome for no reason lololol :D

JUST WATCHED HOTARUBI NO MORI E ( to the forest of a firefly's light )　AND . i just used a whole box of tissue . homg its so beautiful but so sad ... you guys should watch it but watch it alone cause crying like shit in front of people is just too embarrassing . i couldn't breathe while crying i cried so hard . its like the mucus blocking the nasal cavity okay it sounds disgusting but seriously TT its so heartrending .... after i finished watching that movie , I WAS STILL CRYING NONSTOP OMG ;_;

sad ending but , everyone should watch it .

thats Gin's mask and he gave it to Hotaru.

don't really wanna talk bout the story cause the movie was quite short actually . just go pps and watch it hahahaha . 45 mins onlyyyyyyyy :D but each and every sec is just so beautifulllll im gonna dieeeee TT

the moment they hug each other ............

damnnnnnn i feel like cryin again T___T

“Time might separate us some day. But, even still, until then, let’s stay together.”

x .

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .

2012-03-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

okayyy it took me a long time to sign in blogger cause i forgot the password ahahahhaha .
so , im here to clean the dust lol .

was having exam so i put away my laptoppppp , but i ended up playing with my phone anyway . BTW PUMPKINS VS MONSTERS VERY NICE ! hahahahaha very challenging okay im addicted to it .

so , penilaian 1 .
ENGLISH PAPER . i hate that teacher forever zomg . sure die comfirm die 100% no doubt . PHYSICS lol i think this teacher loves anwar hahahah . all the questions from anwar lol so people , GO MARTIN ! HAHAHA omg crap i havent put that stupid picture lol . BIOLOGY omg just use a tofu and hit me to death laaa . non stop drawing circles on the table hahahahaha wth . i find maths questions hard ... she told us until chap 3.1 but some are not .... and i didnt study .... and i forgot everything ....... ADDMATHS lol i forgot hahahah it was on the first day with BM so .. i forgot lol . CHEM is the easiest among all i guess . MORAL lol dont give a shit AKTA RASUAH HAHAHAHAHAH . i created that akta myself and i left it blank lol. SEJ was ... easier than what i expected lol . luckily gt tips (;

BUT ANYWAY , EXAMS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .

like finally.

so happy omg :')

went to greenbox sungai wang ( first time ! ) errr the french toast not bad , really . HAHAHAHA but the chicken is too salty and spicy . so we emooo then hyperrrrr then emoooo then hyperrrr omg ._. OH YAAA btw bought t-shirts cause we cannot enter wearing school uniform . AND ALL OF US BOUGHT FROM THE SAME STORE . hahahahahaha so eventually everyone wearing white t-shirt entering omg so funny hahaha .

BIG BANG BAD BOY M/V !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay I KNOW I KNOW a lot of people dislike gd's hair . i don't like it too lol . so .. gd can you please change ur hairstyle hahahahahahahahahaha . but i love this songgggg (;

okok what to blog i feel sleepy dy !!!!!

FORM 4 LIFE . sucks.......

oh yaaaaa its march .... SO HI MARCH ! hahahahahahhahaa please be nice ...... better than january and february please ........ AND IM ALREADY IN HOLIDAY MODE IDK WHY .
kawad competition . im actually quite excited ahahahahhah .

i suck in temple run ........... :(

ANIME IM BACKKKK .
HEEHEHHEHE .

left .

2012-02-26T18:51:00.000+08:00

i blog to express , not to impress .

a lot of people care too much bout what people think bout them . i mean , of course i care bout what others think bout me too , whether i'm a nice and friendly person or a bitchy one HAHAHA . but sometimes , people CARE TOO MUCH . and honestly i dont think its good lol . just be yourself , we don't live to please anyone . its our life , no one can judge , no one has the right to judge . but of course , everyone wants to be a better person . just don't turn yourself into someone you don't even know at all . everyone is flawed , in different ways . no one is perfect isnt ittttt , be proud of who you are ;)

follow your heart , do what you want and do what you like . life's brief candle ;) is 2012 reallyyyy the end of the world ? no one knows the answer . but appreciate what you possess , be grateful .

study when you have to study .... HAHAHAHAH i should be studying now :P

yes , obey the rules .
BUT C'MON I DON'T GET IT . you all only care about what outsiders think bout this school , WHAT ABOUT OUR FEELINGS OMG

should find some swimming kakiiii hahahah .

im so afraid of insects -_- okay they're SO MUCH SMALLER THAN ME , but they're 100000x scarier than lions or tigers lol . I DONT FIND THESE STUPID INSECTS CUTE -.- i rather sleep beside a lion seriouslyyyy -_- disgusting laa insects DISGUSTING TO THE MAXIMUM .

idk why but sometimes i find myself heartless hahahahaha .

SO MUCH CUTER AWWWW <3

VIP :D

2012-02-23T19:13:00.001+08:00

SCHOOOOOOL ?! its a jail and we're all the prisoners laa . thats not sch okay sch won't lock us up and forced us to stay back TO STUDY AND DO SOME NILAM STUFFS . what a fantasticccccccc school i'm in . i dont get the point , and i don't think you guys have rights to do this seriously . CANT EVEN GO PETRONAS OMG D': thanks schooooool , for being so .. PROTECTIVE all the time :) i'm really speechless . HOW LOVELY MY SCHOOL IS . i cannot put my gratitude into words seriously .

once a month ? ONLY ?! that just makes us hate school more .

i don't feel like talking anymore .

life's full of dramaaaaaaaa(sssss) .

im proud of being a VIP seriously :'D 3 millions of views in a day , 24 hours :) BIG BANG DAEBAKK !

BIG BANG BLUE M/V

go listeennnnnnnn peopleeeeeeeee . update yourselffff hahahahaha don't be outdated :P

I HAVE NO GUTS to tell teacher i wanna stop learning chinese . omggggg im such a coward :( i wonder how teacher reacts when i tell her .... god bless me T____T

teachers giving so many homework and i can't really finish all of em in a day . how are we gonna studyyyy -.- esp addmaths . Y U RUSHING ?! -__- chillaxxxxxx , do some revisionnnn , have a kit katttt . HAHAHAH jk :) but slow down laaaaa yor .

so tired . should do homework now !

HWAITINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !

BLUE . ALIVE . BIGBANG .

2012-02-22T17:54:00.001+08:00

!@#!@#%!#@%!% .

BIG BANG IS BACK :')
they are indescribably awesomeeee , i really can't find a suitable word to describe their awesomeness . I AM definitely raping the replay button omg .

i'm singing my blues .
5 years , they've gone through a lot , especially last year . but they are back , with ALIVE . i miss their voices so much :'D big bang never disappoint all the VIPs , as usual :)

OMG IM SUCH A FANGIRLLLLL .

sorrow , longing , emptiness ..

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and I are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but I’m hiding because I’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, I can’t feel you

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and I, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, I will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, I don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, I’m still here
Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, I look for you
And wander around while singing this song

okay mum is killin me zzzz ANNOYIN !!!!!!

i'm singing my blues ;

2012-02-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

12am . STAY TUNED :)

i HAVE TO START STUDYING OR ELSE I'LL BE SO DEAD FOR PENILAIAN 1 . i have to start staying up late toooooo :) altho i feel like sleeping right now lol . sitting beside fiona , you'll feel the stress .... LOL shes so hardworking laaa it makes me feel like im super lazy and doing nothing being really lifeless omg -.- but today i fell asleep durin addmaths class anyway hahaha . i just wanted to rest my eyes and RELAXXxXxX . but i ended up sleeping til recess lol .

fyi , i dont live up to ur expectation .

everyones using s2 and i regretted buyin it dy ... damnnnnnn -___-

finally started formation but ... omg foreveralone seriously :(

EARTH is seriously dangerous place . i dont belong here laaaa send me back to my own planet pleaseeezzzzzzz this place is pissing me offf . i needa go find peterpan laaa omg hes waiting for me in the neverland zzzzzzz .

I NEED MORE SATURDAYS laa . WHEN WILL FAIRY TAIL OVA 3 GETTING THE SUBTITLESSSSSS :( OH YA , at least , big bang is releasing blue tonight .

<3

finally .

i will be stronger ;)

2012-02-20T19:36:00.001+08:00

exams .

CRAPPPP I DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY AT ALL ._.

LINSANITY (Y)

maths is drivin me crazy . addmaths is confusing me . PHYSICS is practically killing me . dammit i really hate numbers laa these 3 subs wtf seriously I WILL FAIL LAA . i need a notebook to rujuk rujuk only i know how to do addmaths lol fail sgt :(

but anwar is a good teacher . altho hes hysterical but hes still a very good teacher . JUST RMB DONT SAY NOT MOVING , its constant -.- bear in mind , or he'll strangle you lol . COLD TIL WHAT ? cold til nipple jadi keras wtf ...

BIG BANG RUNNING MAN . HOLYYYYYYYYYYYY . broadcast on march 4 ;) cant wait la seriously. WHY THE FIRST DAY OF EXAM IS THE DAY THEY RELEASED THE ALBUM homg -.- they are just awesome liddat ~

im sick .... i mean almost . AHHH HEADACHE :(

holiday is coming .

BTW i just hate choral speaking -____- pointless and meaningless z .

17022012 sucks -.-

2012-02-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS MY PROBABLY MY UNLUCKIEST DAY EVERRRR .

-_- holy shit i dont know why am i so blur nowadays . as usual woke up early in the morning , on the wayyyy going to sch and almost reaching dy . I REALIZED . REALIZED . REALIZED . i was wearing A CONVERSE ( definitely not a pair ) and A WHITE school SHOE . so its like .. very funny . YEAH hahahahahhahaha . impossible i walk into sch liddat rightttt eventho my mom kept saying people wont see one laa . BUT today gt custom check okay -.- thats so embarrassing omg i feel so malu . can you imagine wearing one colourful and another plain white shoes to sch like seriously -_- mix and match meh now -_-

so ... i asked my dad to go back home and get another white shoe then back to sch again . if theres no double BIO i won't do that seriously -_- such a waste of time and petrol lol !

okok then finally reached sch .

it was already 7 45 and obviously i was late -.- then ... I TOT PREFECT 'D BE THE ONE WHO WRITE MY NAME IN THE BIG BLACK BOOK . but , every story has a but -.- WHY IS MR . M SITTING THR LIKE A BOSSSSS ?!?!?!? ...........

then bio class . everyone was in the bio lab . then i just walked inside and teacher nvr ask me anything . after thattttt teacher asked us to take out our exercise book ( like SPS that one lol ) i REALIZED .. i didnt bring lol . teacher wanted us to do the ex as a monthly exam so we sat far apart from each other . THEN ... impossible i just sit thr and wait forever kannn . i decided to run back to class and check my drawer . ANDDDD LUCKILYYYYY IT WAS IN MY DRAWER YAYYYYYYY ! advantage of leaving books in the drawer ^___^

then i forgot during what class . I REALIZED HAHAHA omg i realized a lot of things today wth . that i wore my socks terbalik . as in .. that terbalik you understand right . HAHAHAHAH omg so noob wth .

okay then kawad . the dressing and hentakan and everything making me feel very headache dy . i wanted to drink water so badly . rehat time i went to the class for my revive AND ... THE FUCK IT WASNT THR ANYMORE . to the bastard who drank my revive without asking ME . WATCH OUT KARMA GONNA BITE UR FKIN ASS !!!!!! _|_ effing pissed okay . THATS MY REVIVE I ONLY DRANK A LIL AND U BLOODY FINISHED IT . damn you .

maybe you guys think that im exaggerating cause its just a bottle of revive . BUT YOU KNOW WHAT . go and try to kawad under the hot sun for one hour and you'll know HOW FKIN THIRSTY I WAS . and HOW DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY I WAS WHEN I COULDNT FIND MY REVIVE ON THE TABLE !!!!!!!!! -.- screw youuuuuuu for stealing my revive . DUDE YOU SUCK .

disgusting piece of crap . what you deserve is A MIDDLE FINGERRRR .

if i was and i am in a good mood , I WONT BE SO ANGRY . but i am in a bad mood today . VERY BAD MOOD -___-

exams coming .

i feel SO _________________ !

okay *inhaleeee exhaleeeee *

everyones so crazy over one direction . but i.....m still loving coldplay the script linkin park green day LOL .

just do it .

by the way , BIG BANG IS PROMOTING ALL THE TRACKS IN THEIR NEW ALBUM , including daesung's solo and intro .

IM OUT OF WORDS .
they're just so awesomeeeee TT but why gd in long hair whyyyyyy T_T and i tried listening to the teaser of blue AND OMG I LOVE G-DRAGON FOREVERZZZZZZ .

starving . FOOD where are you ..

2012-02-15T20:01:00.001+08:00

so tired so tired so tired :(

kawad in the rainnnnnn <3 altho we only kawad for 15 mins , but , i can really feeel the semangat . it reminds me of last year kawad :') water splashing while hentak kakiiiii hahahaha i don't know what to wear tmrw my shoes are completely wet . i wish no one gets sick lololol .

i'm so hungry right now . my parents are still arguing -_- because of dinner. DINNER . zzzzz mummy wanna cook maggie daddy wanna tapao . whatever , i only want food . i don't give a shit bout what food it is lol . im just hungry ....

WHEN IS G-DRAGON'S TEASER PHOTO RELEASING I CAN'T WAITTTTTTT . and err well seungri's .. i'm lookin forward to it too you know . HAHAHHA okokokkkkkk its not like seungri's not good laaa c'mon i gdbiased okay what to do . and gd's hair is always diffffff and special :P but i wish its not long hair ......... i like him in short hair more ................................

im so blur -.- i wrote 7/2 for the attendance of me and penolong . then wrote 8/2 for the members . cause i forgot to change 7 to 8 . zzzzzzzzzzz its not ss laaa i just forgot to change ... yeah its very funny lol i cannot stop laughing when looking at my file lolol .

chemistry homework . I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO .
i feel sad .
exam's coming soon . and what am i doing .

I WANNA WATCH FAIRY TAIL LAAA .

dammit . smoking hot . *nosebleed*

dae dae dae daesung (Y)

TOP in his blueeee hair (Y)

they will be promoting 2 title tracks . I FEEL SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW I WANNA DANCE LIKE A PENGUIN WITH HAPPY FEET !

bye :P

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !

2012-02-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

its valentines so ... yeah nothing special bout it hahaha .

stop mentioning foreveralone stuff laa people 9gag too much ? GO AND BUY A FLOWER FOR YOURSELF LA instead of whining in fb for so many times . you've survived many years without a valentine and there're a lot of people togetheralone with you so no worries kay -_-

btw its just another ordinary day with kawad. LOLOLOLOLOL .

today's weather was so nice thankgodddddddd . so windyy and cloudy hahahha .

i have nothing to blog about ... lets talk bout FOOD .

im so full right now lol i love SEAFOOD . esp crab . and prawns . and lala . OMG my favvvvvvvv ^___^ OKAY IM OUT OF WORDS AGAIN dammit.

OH YAAA THE GOOGLE HOMEPAGE VIDEO . google is so creative and smart i love you google ! <3 okay sounds pathetic much hahaha . THAT VIDEO IS SO SWEET OKAY . the guy was giving the girl chocolates , flowers and many other stuffs lol but the girl just ignored him then continued skipping rope. then lastly the guy brought a rope and and skip beside her AWWWW <3 doodle doodle .

btw i dont have time to watch fairy tail omg im so sad TT

DONT YOU THINK HES JUST AWESOME ?!

not gonna give a shit anymore.

2012-02-12T19:35:00.001+08:00

JEREMY LIN

homg . i think ... hes so freakin pro HAHAHAHHAA . omg my new idol :D 38 points vs lakers and .. even higher than kobe bryant . (Y) hes amazing . amazing amazing amazingggggg . and i watched all his videos and spent my whole day just like that lol . he looks so energetic and you can really see him enjoying the game . (Y) aahhhhh saluteeee . anyway its just a few games , i hope he can maintain and .. like what i learnt in physics today , CONSISTENCY ! hahahahahahahah :P btw those comments are seriously annoying -.- why are they being so racist . focus on the skills or whatsoever instead of his skin colour -.- and hes just a rookie . stop comparing him with kobe bryant zzzzzzz . ohhh btw he graduated from harvard . omg -.-

since when i stopped updating status or sharing video on fb ? ._.
and now i only share everything in my blog . cause .. only few people read my blog ? and i can say whatever i want , cause its MY blog .

THE SATISFACTION YOU GET when you have just completed a freakin addmaths question ..
omg im so happy eventho i lost my book and im doing the exercise on a piece of paper ^___^ so happy so happy so happy :DDD I FEEL SMART ... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA .

went to popular today and im so sad cause books are expensive and im broke -.- and i can't find the books i want :(

i hate weekends .

but fairy tail new episode released .

SO .. i love saturdays .

ooooooooooops .

2012-02-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

i think . i lost my book again -.- URGHHHH SO UNLUCKY THESE DAYS . omg please laaa yor i dont wanna copy everything all over again .

period pain like shit _|_ urghhhhhhh so annoyin so fkin annoyin so pissed offffffffff fml .

gt scolded by zzz this morning again. repeating the same thing over and over again .

OMG IM SO BEHSONG RIGHT NOW . people please don't go yat beng wor ( that steamboat ah beng ) . not nice at all okay i wanna kill those who said its nice -.- i like shabu shabu more ;)

so many homework i don't know how to finish em all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL SO TIRED . I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING FOREVER AND NEVER WAKE UP JUST LIKE SLEEPING BEAUTY . FOREVER SLEEPING . JUST SLEEP . TIL I WANT TO WAKE UP OR FEEL LIKE WAKING UP FROM DREAMS AND FACE THE REALITY . i really wish i can do that . nothing to worry about at all , being lifeless all the time . no ones gonna wake me up .

but life ... we can't get what we want . but , maybe its . we want what we can't get ?
sometimes i wonder what i REALLY want . i don't have a goal . i wanna accomplish something but i can't find that SOMETHING .

maybe i should start studying . and feel proud when i know how to do exercises .
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm .

i find humans complicated . making everything complicated for no reason . LIKE NO REASON SERIOUSLY its just a tiny lil thing and they wanna make it a big deal . and let everyone knows . for no reason no reason no reason ..........

i wanna go back to animal planet laa hahaha my hometown :P joking.

copying homework and let people copy my homework . daily routine of my life. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

pandas ! in singapore ! soon ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA i feel so happy right now its so near like really near !!! :3 i wish i can adopt panda and tigerrrrrrr . but i need money !!!! NEED A LOT OF MONEY RAWRRR .

i wanna be a billionaire . money can't buy happiness ? but shopping can . travelling can . adopting animals can . having a zoo can . and everything i listed needs a lot of money . so ........ isn't it the same thing ? lol . we still need money right . just .. dont think that its the MOST IMPORTANT thing in the world , cause you'll find people around you , are what you should treasure the most .

but cant deny the fact that money is important .

HAHAHAHAHAHA .

a lot of things are important .

sometimes i don't know what to do what to say .

ihateschool .

2012-02-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

okay i give up on maths dy . SHIT LA IDK HW TO DO AND ...

period pain sucks . walaooooo sufferin like shit now TT but i dont wanna eat panadol omg im so weird .

IM SO TANNED NOW MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH .__. and i wish we can start formation soooon :D FORMATION IS SO FUN hehehhe :P

screw penilaian 1 -.-

i think im gonna fail all the subs shit . esp when im doing homework i realized idk everything lol . fail fail fail tsk tsk tsk . have to start studying ........ (?!) OKAY i will start soooooooon . you know , soon .

valentine's day is coming and i wonder why is everyone making such a big fuss bout it -.- cmon forever alone so what ? there're lots of people forever alone with you kay . life still goes on eventho you hav no gf/bf on that day . cause you still have best friends hhahahahahaha . okay im lame im lame im lame . but seriously stop exaggerating everythinggggggg :3

saturday needa go to sch ... wth .................................................

i MUST STOP SKIPPING PHY AND CHEM TUITION ! i swear. i promise. grrrrrrrrrr I MUST WAKE UP.

kay bye painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

i need to be happy .

2012-02-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

BIG BANG ALIVE WORLD TOUR 2012 .

omg this is already the largest size of font ?!?!! -.- its okay .

CAUSE IM REALLY EXCITED . and yeah finally something cheered me up besides fairy tail :) 16 countries , 25 cities , AND PLEASE... COME MALAYSIA T_________T i will be praying everyday .

as a V.I.P , maybe i should start saving money .

i don't know what i should do.

it won't change your mind anyway.

you won't listen.

Adam Lambert's better than i know myself .

cause if i wanted to go , i would've gone by now but i really need you near me. keep my mind off the edge. if i wanted to leave , i would've left by now but you're the only one that knows me . better than i know myself.

i just raped the replay button :3

sometimes i wonder , why am i trying so hard .

i'm in despair .

eventually everyone leaves .

2012-02-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

if one day i just disappear from this world ,
i bet no one cares .

Fairy Tail

2012-02-06T14:38:00.001+08:00

omg i admit i cry easily especially when i'm alone . damnnnn i just cant describe how awesome fairy tail is . i'm crying like .. almost every episode TT its so touching . so heartbreaking . especially the latest episode homg ul & ultear . she thought her mom dumped her while her mom thought she died . i cant put it into words laaaa you have to watch it ! then only you will feel the sadness . and awesomeness of fairy tail & hiro mashima . every member of fairy tail has a sad past . gray , erza , natsu or even lucy . their pasts made them stronger . they fight for their comrades , they fight for their friends , they fight for fairy tail .

isn't that amazing ? their friendships , their love for guild and comrades . helping each other and protecting each other . that makes fairy tail the best guild ever .

and i love natsu so freakin much . hes very very yenggggg and geng (Y) can you see his serious face ? LIKE REALLY SERIOUS when some people hurt his comrades ? best dragon slayer , natsu dragneel ;) raised by a dragon , and currently searching for ze dragon . he never give up :) and i love his smile *.* like a kid omg so cute :D

badasssssss .

SO CUTE .

to be honest , I JUST LOVE ALL OF THEM ^__________^

okay this post is all about fairy tail HAHAHAHAHAHH . GO WATCH IT LAAA ITS SO NICE OKAY . BTW GRAY IS SO SEXY . HAHAHAH bye

wrong decision .

2012-02-03T20:22:00.001+08:00

today .

non-stop copying homework hahahahahahhaha .
chinese class was seriously boring to the max i nearly fell asleep there omg TT i think im gonna quit no matter whattttttttt . i rather go kawad seriously -.- i regretted going the first lesson laaa . i shouldn't even appear in front of her . i don't even feel like joining chinese class la.

im typing a love letter . urghhhhh

oh ya we had asuhan rohani today . HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA it was quite fun i think .. but yeah HAHAHAHHA zz what to do .

galaxy gt S3 now ?!?!?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:

im loving anime's songs . as in movie laaa . especially Joe Hisaishi omg hes so awesome so pro so geng so talenteddd . his music + hayao miyazaki's anime OMG SO AWESOME T___T spirited away , princess mononoke , howl's moving castle etc .

im so lifeless yet so busy . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .

i feel like sleeping . oh ya theres tuition tmrw ........... OH NOOOO D;

SO LITTLE TIME SO MANY THINGS TO DO .

btw seni club is very important also kay -.- zzzzz . yes its not like pbc or interact but still , we have to do a lot of stuffs too . and arsad is being really annoying lol .

iTired .

DAESUNG SOLO . omg T____T i feel so touched for no reason . i always love daesung's voice the most. and i've been waiting for his new solo for a long time. AND FINALLY :'D big bang hwaitingggg !

gd and taeyang releasing solo album this year ? omoooo dragon year rocks :')

wasssupppp February

2012-02-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

i.just.reached.home .

OMG T_________________________T im so sleepy right now but i have to finish my homework first :( okay i regret for not going sch yesterday .

waking up EARLY in the morning and i was surprised i can wake up at 7 AHAHAHHA . im so proud of myself . i look so tanned now shitttttt sunblock doesnt work at all -.- sunburn dahh sunburnnnn :( and i realized im old , i get tired easily . im old .. im old ........

im getting lazier day by dayy .

and i forgot to bring back my addmaths homework T__________T AH AH AH AH AHHHHHHH D:

shit . tomorrow first lesson ADDMATHS . OMG WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY T______T

i.think.i.hate.myself.

for being so blur and forgetful all the time .

im gonna be okayyyy . i willlll beeeeee okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

its killing me , slowly .

2012-01-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

needa wake up at 7 to go kawad tomorrow ! under the SUPER EFFING HOT sun . WEATHER , please be nice -.- windy and NO SUN NO SUN SUN COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY .

luckily i skipped sch today hahahaha at least one day to wake up late . can you imagine that i have to wake up at 8 30 on saturday and 7 on sunday ?! and i hate waking up early so much . so so so much . so freakin much .

but what to do .

HAHAHAHA . this year kawad people not that closeee idk why :( everyones so quiet and tired hahahah . i realized my perlahan jalan sucks now . i cant balance my body idk why TT have to practise more dy . but omg cantttt waittttttt to start formationnnnnnnnnnnnnn <3 .

and my muscles hurttttt .

my oral title : WALT DISNEY ! damn hes so cooooooool okay . all my childhood memories :) my oral evidence is short . like really short , but luckily its more than 350 words lol . but it looks short , seriously short TT but i want it to be short . haih what am i talking bout -.-

so im going to blog bout big bang again . to remind everyone their comeback and new album and HOW EXCITED I AM . g-dragon ze talented composer . PLEASE , big bang album is the only thing that can cheer me up right now .

CRAP !!!!! i dint bring back my books . which means , i cant do my homework . and looking at fionas msg i feel like dying SO FKIN LONG the homework list . homg homg i hate myself TT is the classroom locked ? can i go and take my books tmrw ? hahahahahaa fail laaaaa .

books are so expensive and my moms scolding me for buying books . isnt reading a good hobby ?! i wish i can have a bookstore , mph bookstore . HAHAHAHAHAHAH okay one of my dreams im being reaaaaaaally serious .

isuckkkkk .

January 2012 is ending tonight . time flies , i wish tomorrow will be a better day . for everyone . lets just smile or fake a smile or put a fkin smile on your face and prove to everyone you're fkin okay even tho you're not ! just kidding .

have to be strong have to be tough have to be okay have to be fine have to pretend .

c'est la vie .

2012-01-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

in the end ,
it doesn't even matter .

BIG BANG .

2012-01-28T21:50:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH .

January is ending soon .

FEBRUARY . big bang's comeback ahhhhh <3 <3 <3 NEW SONGS OMO SO EXCITED :D

although i stopped posting bout big bang for a long time , but i still love them (; g-dragon is so talented omg i love him more .

HEHEHEHEH BYE .

years ago .

2012-01-27T14:43:00.000+08:00

i thought this year is going to be the best year in my secondary sch life .
sadly , the beginning of the year is already killing me .

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger .
so , i'm still alive right . HAHAHAHAHAH i will survive anyway .
school gonna reopen soon , i feel excited somehow . can't believe that i've done nothing in this whole week . okay excluding staying up late and waking up late -.- as usual when i wake up its no longer morning -.- ITS AFTERNOON AND YAY I GONNA HAVE MY LUNCH -____- i always skip my breakfast hahahahaa.

btw seriously kids are holding iphones and ipads -.- WHERES BARBIE DOLLS TOYS POKEMON CARDS ?! WHY ARE YOU GUYS NOT PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK OR ICE AND WATER ?! thats what i used to play when i was a kid . urgh kids nowadays love angry birds . c'mon pokemon is much more better kay .

im old ... i have communication problems with kids . OH NO :(

a lil girl looked at me and smiled like an angel and grabbed the cookies i was eating -_- like WHOLE BOX OF THE COOKIES . how .. innocent .

i still dont know what title i should do for my oral .
FAILURE OMG DRAW CIRCLES IN THE CORNER !

and curse her -.-

i hope everything would be okay .
i dont want anyone to get hurt .

i'm not angry at all . i'm just feeling disappointed . i thought you understand me and i just feel a lil bit hurt tho .

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ♥

2012-01-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEH LOVE YOU ALLLLLL :*

just back from my hometown ! and homg i love KL seriously i love it to much my house is the best place ever . THE WEATHER IN PANGKOR IS BLAZING HOT AND I TOT I WAS GONNA MELT THERE . plus , i sweat easily and i sweat a lot -.- its the same thing .. okay ahahhahhaha but its really hot laa too hot and i feel so sticky and ewwwww ! so frustrated -.- eating the same thing everyday . like seriously if its not noodle , then its steamboat -_- BUT I LOVE CNY COOKIES SO MUCHHHHH <3

and of course , the MOST IMPORTANT thing , ANGPAOS hohohohooooo ;D

thanks daddy and mummy for the big angpao :D thanks to all the uncles aunts who gave me angpaos . KAMSAHAMIDA WISH YOU ALL HAVE A PROSPEROUS YEAR GONG HEI FATT CHOI :D

homework ?!?! oh no ... gotta text fiona hahahahahahahha .

a lot of things happened . but it didnt affect my CNY MOOD ! MUAAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA . okay guys please be optimistic and cheerful and happyyyyy :D

if you're unhappy right , try to count the angpaos you gt . HAHAHAHAHAHAH IT DEFINITELY CHEER ME UPPPPPPPPPPPPPP xD

stop eating shark fin soup please .

ORAL !!!! WHAT TITLE !!!!!!

btw im very hungry nowww .

love life . x

CNY around zeee corner

2012-01-19T21:17:00.001+08:00

feel so tired .

SO HI EVERYONE IM IN GROUP 10 ! YO TENENENTENTEN rocks . its like the last group and omg i feel so sad :( isolated haih AHHAHAH . todays lightning just fking freaked me out wth damn scary . and raining heavily :( can't have pbsm meeting in padang . but it ended up okay toooo and i .. love my members damnnnn they're so cute . HAHAH AND SEMANGAT ! xD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THE WAY THEY SHOUTED TENENENTENTEN HAHAHAHAHA xD

respect MY OPINION LA . i dont like it means i dont like it laa wtf damn annoyin okay -.- i dont wanna wear it laaaaaaaa go awayyyyyyyyyyyyy zzzzzzzzzzz .

filter your words before saying it out please .

KAWAD TOMORROW ! damnnnn relatives will be askin WHY ARE YOU SO TANNED -.- again . LOL xD but still , i wish it can be like last year . i believe that we can do ittttt ;)

headache headache headache what should i dooooo .

and and and , i dont wanna learn chinese anymore seriously . it sounds like alien language seriously WENYANWEN apaniii -__-

i forgot what i wanna blog again HAIH . ended up crappin so much -.-

memories with chenyeeni HAHAHAHHA chemistry experiment ! JUST KEEP STIRRING ~

CNY ! omgggg tomorrow's last day HEHEHEHEHEH .

life's so beautiful sometimes I LOVE HOLIDAYYYY !

i love angpaos too HEHEHEHEHE .

hectic

2012-01-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

i had a lot of things to blog . but i forgot most of em so .. yeah .

so everyone started kawad today ! AND YAY THE SUN WAS SO FKIN HOT ! -.- damn pissed off with the weather and i dint bring my cap and the sun really ... -_- so i was feelin .. dizzy LOL . perlahan jalan that time cannot balance hahahahaha . AND BLOCK E NO ELECTRICITY OMG I HATE THIS SCH -__- its like when i was form 1 block E mmg sotsotdeiiii dy . AND NOW . im already form 4 and this stupid block E is still sotsotdei ?!? cant the sch like ... fix the prob because this is a REALLY BIG problem okay -.-

oh yeah tuition !
started having tuition in martin last . er last last week lol . bio teacher is not bad actually but some of em dont like him :( hes a bit too slow and yeah really slow lol 1 lesson for 1 organelles i wonder if he can finish the syllabus or not . chem teacher is .. wow fast hahahah . but hes better than that my class chem teacher -.- physics teacher wth totally out of my expectation . i thought hes some OLD UNCLE very fierce then bad tempered that kind lol . hes damn funny laa wth and ppl come late he started everything again HAHAHAHHA . and he doesnt look like malay . acc teacher woah the voice damn loud and clear hahahahahahah but shes kinda nice i guess . and mr martin its kinda annoyin if you keep entering the class telling us this is the best teacher so bring your friends to martin you'll give us angpao -.- like yeah , every teacher in martin is the best teacher lol .

homework -.- killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

and i feel like sleeping in class every day . but fionas sitting beside me and she looks so rajin AND I LOOK SO LAZY I FEEL SO SAD . i wanna draw circles in the corner again BYE .

i'm still alive but i'm barely breathing .

2012-01-12T21:26:00.003+08:00

PBSM :D

okay i think my group members are awesome . the form 1s are so cuteeeeee omg xD so we gt 12 signatures and we tried our best but sadly we didn't complete it . but 12 .. a lot dy HAHAHAH its okayyyy . i love my members they're all so semangat and omg they can shout sambareh so loud im so proud of them :'D especially shouting in the canteen hahahahahahahha <3

thursday .
SENI ! omg i miss seni so much hahahahaha form 4 has no more seni classes :( and i find that club .. interesting AHAHHAHAHAH .

haih im so glad tomorrow is friday we can go back home earlier . but i dont like weekends anymore :( tuitioooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn T_______________T kbye .

zz im doing what makes me happy . please .

im not weird . im not

2012-01-10T22:22:00.001+08:00

YAY I FINISHED MY ESSAY ! guess what i wrote lol ... it was the happiest day of my life and i went to korea and big show ahahahahhahahahha xD of course its not true ahhh its too good to be true :( i crapped for the whole essay lol and i cant imagine teachers expression when shes marking this essay xD macam yes laaa HAHAHAHHAHAHA . and this is not crazy teacher say we must be creative and have good imagination . actually those scenes really happened , but in my dreams :( its gonna happen in realityyyy ... if they are coming malaysia , on the right time .

IM A LOSER LAA I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO MATHS AND ADD MATHS . im such a failure im going to draw circles in the corner :(

i miss holiday .. i wanna escape from uncountable homework and rest at home . sleep like a pig and nvr wake up if i dont wanna wake up wth hahahah .

staying back for badminton and our ideas for the tshirt not accepted :( so disappointed hahah jk :P

simple plan coming ?! SERIOUS ?!

WHY . ARE . THEY . KILLING . ANIMALS .

dont get it seriously thats really brainless and annoyin la whats wrong with you people . damn sick laaa you people zzzzzzzz

i swear physics is gonna be ... a HUGE piece of shit in my life . maths and science are NOT meant to be together laa just seperate them !!! -.- oh ya and alphabets and numbers too . they hate each other seriously CANT YOU SEE THAT .

and teachers are being so punctual I TOT THEY ALWAYS COME LATE TO CLASS ?! like form 4 life should be like form 2 life right ... why is it like form 3 life teachers nvr absent being so hardworking like a bee -.-

i dont have time to watch anime im so sad :(

mums asking me to go see doctor again . AND AGAIN . and againnnnn zzzzzzzzzzzzz .

okay have to sleep now .

2nd week .

2012-01-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

i don't have time to blog nowadays :(

i'm currently doing addmaths tuition homework and i realized . modern maths is so hard T____T

I LOVE MY CLASS TO THE MAX . and pengetua just told us needa rombak kelas again durin mid year . SOOOO , mid year exam is very important and im feelin nervous right now T_T wth SEEEEE what honeymoon year ?!! i dont wanna fail any subs seriously . btw chem teacher is really boring i mean er the way he teaches -.- kept talking bout the history of the founder which ... is really unimportant and will never come out for exam . yeap , 1 hour crapping . and another hour ? talking bout chap 1 experiment thingy . why are you wasting so much timeeeeeeeee .

then we started playing with key chains HAHAHAHAHHA .

OKAY I HAVE TO STOP PROCRASTINATING !

finish homework on time ! andddddd , go to bed and sleep :) take a nappp in the afternoon is def nt a good idea -.- its not a nap anymore LOL i slept for 4 hours today and woke up . OH its dinner time HAHAHAHHAAHAHA .

btw yeeni is a freezer . with her extremely lame jokes but i always laugh at her lame jokes lololololol .

btw chinese new year coming soon ! i'm not excited at all ........... omg im so weird . tsktsktsk .

BOTTLED PASSION . omg i dont get it why is it a sad ending i dont want him to dieeeeeeee TT WHY OMG TELL ME WHY ! please laa its so hard for them to meet again dy and everythings over dy and they can live happily ever after dy . then he died -_- unacceptable cannot jip saoooo .

i dont feel like going to sch tomorrow . HAIH :(

3rd day of sch ?!

2012-01-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

WTF WHO SAYS THAT FORM 4 IS HONEYMOON YEAR I WILL GO AND CHOP YOUR HEAD OFF ! -__-

i feel like burning my addmaths book dy . 2nd lesson and i started to feel blur and helpless and dont understand what teachers talking bout TT wth its only chapter 1 CHAPTER 1 -_- and moral needa memorize 12 nilai -__- C'MON ITS ONLY THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL .

and im sick .

and form 4 block is .. very hot -.- weather these days zzz .

thats why im sick T____________T

and sleepy zzzzzzz .

BYE .

# 1

2012-01-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

damnnnnnn , im now a form 4 student -.- and seriously i think i look like form 1 TT with the super large pinafore . MENENGAH ATAS omg wth .

the most important thing is .. the neeewwww class .

okay i feel lucky this year cause im in 4 Kamil with errrrr fiona weepeng yeeni kahmun yenyee . so i guess its not bad rightttt , better than .. err .. hi suesie HAHAHAHAHA . omg i cant believe that im really in the same class with yeeni HAHAHAHHA i feel like crying too gamdong dyyyy . too bad mandys in J class haih :( suesie is in H class and ann ni in M class .

form teacher is a new teacher and the best thing is , we dont have to change our seats again muahahahhah freeeee freeeee freeeeeeeee . oh hes teaching us chemistry :P

i shouldn't complain .

be grateful and .. seriously this is the first year im satisfied with my own class lolol .

teachers .. hmm i dont really like my english teacher :(

i nearly fell asleep when addmaths teacher was talking in front .

everythings fine i guess . hmmm maybe i should sleep earlier tonight .

back to hell .

2012-01-03T15:44:00.001+08:00

omg i cant believe that tomorrow have to wake up early have to go to sch have to start my form 4 life have to stop procrastinating T___T im .. not ready for school . used to sleep late wake up late and nowwwwwwww have to sleep early wake up SUPER early . im still in holiday mood ...

but im kinda excited actually HAHAHAH .

my table is so messy , again -.- haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

earth is such a dangerous planet laaa i wanna go back mars laaa .

new year resolutions . BE HAPPY .

do what makes me happy . thats all :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR .

2012-01-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

ITS 2012 ! the first day of 2012 . and i feel ... tired and sleepy and im lazy to blog :|

overnight at weijean's hse last night and slept at 3 something . woke up at 11 and reached home at 12 . then started to sleep again until 4PM . when i woke up i .. terkejut HAHHAHAHHA . and i dint eat anything until i woke up at 4 LOLOLOL . if i wasnt hungry i dont think i would wake up zomg :| seeeeee how tired i am .

yesterday was one of the best memories :)
i think we were really crazy that time -_- running from starhill to timesquare like mad ppl and gt sprayed all the way . my hair was so sticky and my legs hurttttttt . andddd , we dint get to watch the fireworks but .. i dont really like fireworks lol i think its the same every year :/

okay i really dont know what to say bout yesterday dyyy .
errrr weijean was being really .. funny in the cinema ? HHAHAH she shouted even louder than the characters . oh oh oh , we watched The Darkest Hour . alien invasionn hmmm . it was .. not bad but when you walk out from the cinema , you wont discuss about this movie . very ... forgettable ? plus its very obvious that which characters are going to die . and they can still look so pretty after stayin in a storeroom for so many days without showering or even brushing their teeth .. -___- and the aliens are smarter dy they're now invisible muahahhaha :P anyway i dint hav any high expectations on this movie so it was quite okay for me tho .

2011 .
thanks everyone for making 2011 beautiful :) you guys are wonderful and i'm really lucky to have you guys by my side . anddddddddddddd , i dont know what to say again hahahahaha . i appreciate you guys a lot and i wish 2012 will be a better year for you guys :) i'll never forget the moments we spent together , even if i do .. errrrr i still have my blog hahahahaha . goood luck people , x .

2012 . it WILL be a better year .

and i'll try to be not that messy i swear TT BYE !

n..ee..ww.. year ?

2011-12-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

i'm back to ze lifeless mode .

2011 is coming to an end . i wish i won't screw things up . aihhhhhhhh

gotong royong yesterday and i went ... just kidding . i feel like calling the school and ask which class im in BUT ... IM AFRAID OF THE OFFICE KAKAK HAHAHAHA . omg im a coward TT but they're very fierce and lazy and impatient :/ and weijean stop lying T___T i realized i dont know how to lie .. SEE HOW INNOCENT I AM ^___^ thats why i keep losing in bluff la kayy .

ahhh eyes sore :(

2012 WILL be a better year :D be optimistic hahahaha . hmm , new year resolutions ? its basically the same for every year HAHAHAH . i just wish i can be a better person , as in .. my attitude ? im lazy im bad tempered im too straight-forwarded sometimes im lack of courage and confidence . i have to .. change (?!?!?!?!?!) to be brave be helpful be kind be hardworking and .. so on .

actually i always appreciate what my parents have done for me , like idk what would happen without them beside me . but they dont think so . they keep telling me i dont know how to appreciate . GAN EN you know GAN EN . but SERIOUSLY ? i dont make them feel loved and appreciated ?!?! guess i have to work hard on this part then -.- but .. honestly . dont expect me to say I LOVE YOU DADDY AND MUMMY -___- thats so ... weird and . dammit getting gooooosebumpss dy . like those ppl saying 'i love you dad' before the call ended . omg i cant do it please T___T

so .. should i learn how to say i love you ? kay forget bout it its too hard for me .

maybe .. im not a girl ... hmm .........

jk .

btw this is the last friday night of 2011 . SO ... ENJOY ? hahahahahahahahaha x .

GENTING !

2011-12-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

OHAIYO ! okay i think its time for me blog bout that genting trip HAHAHAHA . but im so lazy laaa my god i dont feel like moving now sch gonna reopen sammoh haiyooooooo .

MERRY belated CHRISTMAS ! im .. very very very late HAHAHAHA its okay :D i guess everyone had a happy joyful christmas hahahahah .

anyway ,

3 days 2 nights with ze awesome people . 12 people stayin in the same room and i expected the room to be .. better since its errrr FIRST world hotel . see the name macam yes ... first night slept on the bed second night slept on the floor omg TT not enough blankets STUPID STUPID STUPID -__- stupid lousy hotel .

headache like shit every morning thanks weijean ! slept at 5 omg -_- woke up at 8 -_-

genting is freakinnn cold . i shouldnt trust my mom and brought 2 shorts there -__- shiveringggggggg . but the food there not nice haih :( esp HOT POT ! OMG DONT GO THERE PLEASE IM SERIOUS NOT ONLY THE FOOD SUCKS . the cleanliness also mcm shit -__- the table fkin oily ew ew ew ew ew ! even the chair also oily idk why -.-

but actually right . when youre with friends everything is fun lol .

like .. telephone line .. beer with straw .. negaraku .. spraying bano .. firefire .. bluff heart attack chordaidi blackjack .. 'funny' ghost stories .. mcdonald .. etc .......

BYE IM VERY TIRED ..

x'mas (;

2011-12-23T17:50:00.001+08:00

HOLIDAY IS GOING TO END SOON . LIKE .. REALLY REALLY SOON -__- and school .. IS GOING TO REOPEN WTF I FEEL SO DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW . waking up at 6 i can't do it i can't do it T___T i'm gonna be late for sch everyday my name gonna be jotted down for 1231314 times in prefects' black book omg pathetic life . and CLASS . what if i gt into a class full of strangers . lifes gonna be so fked up then -_-

and i look like a panda now . nono pandas dont have eye bags they only have dark circles -.- BUT I HAVE BOTH -_-

2012 . a brand new year . and end of the world HAHAHAHA . i wish malaysia will be snowing before the world ends then .

ahhh idk what im bloggin right now i feeel so blur idk why .

FORM 4 LIFE . SPM SYLLABUS .
GOODDDDD LUCK EVERYONEEEEE ! fighting ! (;

PMR results (;

2011-12-22T14:38:00.002+08:00

extremely happy & contented with my results .

wasn't really nervous until all my friends gt their results , and of course , all of em gt 8As -.- really happy for em too :) esp Mandy whos currently having fun in changmai and totally forgot bout her PMR results hahahahah . surprised because i gt an A for chinese , greeeaaat 3 years of learning chinese memorizing youmeiwenju writing caligraphy writing essayyyy ... ALL THE HARD WORKS PAID OFF HAHAHAH .

okay very hyper :D but tired *yawns* i woke up at 9 30 today LOL i set my alarm 8 30 wtf and i didnt hear it ringing anyway . luckily my sis woke me up but i accidentally slapped her HAHAHAHAHA . not enough sleep mygod :( and i didnt have time to wash my hair before i went to sch :( but i sent my results to my sis immediately after i gt it . HEHEHEHEH she gt ~~6As~~ for her PMR last time :P

congrats to those who gt straight As :) for those who didnt , don't be sad and cheer up ! :D life still goes on and there's SPM waitin for you xD tomorrow will be a brighter day yo ! be optimistic (;

today is DONG ZHI :) DONG ZHI KUAI LE ! gonna eat tangyuans happily hahahahaha (;

21.12.2011

2011-12-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

OMO OMO OMOOO approximately 13 hours more thennnn TADAAAAA all of us will get our results :3 omg i think i can't wake up tomorrow . during this freakin holiday i wake up only at 12 . so when i wake up its already AFTERNOOON and i'll be having lunch instead of breakfast :3

so tomorrow . the only thing i'm worrying right now is I CANNOT WAKE UP LAA MYGOD T___T before 10 needa reach sch which means ... have to wake up at 9 . or maybe even earlier cause needa wash my hair . THATS WHY I'M LAZY TO TAKE SHOWER . needa wash my hair needa dry it needa comb it wtf -_- okay la usually i dont comb my hair but still ! VERY MAFAN D: and my mom says my hair keep dropping so cannot sit on sofa before i dry my hair :| and i hate hairdryer . hate the noise hate the hot wind blowing hate sweating while dryin my hair -__-

i'm having a miyazaki hayao 's movies marathon :3 i love princess mononoke :3 and i hate those ppl destroying the forest and making the animals mad :@ and ASHITAKA is awesome wheeeeeee :D i think spirited away is the best :) love chihiro & haku :3 facing all the problems together and never give up to save her parents . not greedy , being helpful and kind .

just started watching nodame cantabile and nodame is so .. funny and blur lololol . okay to be honest , its quite nice hahahahahhaa . BUT STILL FAIRY TAIL BETTER KAY KAY KAY . keep quarreling with suesie bout these two animes x)

GDTOP 'OH YEAH' jap. version finally released ! AHHHH GD *_* stop biting your lips and TOP your eyebrow is .. so .. sexy wtf . bom's lookin gorgeous like a doll as usual :D both of them are smokin hot la omg omg omg :'D and so many pretty girls in that MV like seriously they're surrounded by REALLY PRETTY girls . envyyyyyyyy ~

GOOGLE ' LET IT SNOW '
SO FREAKIN COOL CAN DEFROST SAMMOH <3 google rocks yo (Y)

if you're worrying bout your pmr results , please just stop posting it on fb -_- like once is enough , stop mentioning it NON-STOP . dont get it seriously -_-

morning !

2011-12-21T02:34:00.001+08:00

im staying up late again :)

basically we're getting our results tomorrow . and i dont feel like goin to sch and get the results since we can check it by sms . i don't have pants to wear seriously -.- i only have jeans . or shorts . i dont get it why we can't just wear jeans -___-

so errr nervous ? excited ? panicked ?

NOT REALLLLYYYYY :|

GOOOD LUCK EVERYONE ! straight As yooooooooo :P
we're just awesome liddatttt :P

x.

ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 3

2011-12-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

super tired and sleepy omggggggg :(

spending my whole day with my grandma's friend from ipoh i guess . its like their gathering hahahahha .

after that i went mid valley to watch ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 3 : CHIP-WRECKED with my sis .
VERY CUTEEEEEE <3 CHIPMUNKS AND CHIPETTES aww so sweeeeet :D its very funny and entertaining as usual . love the plot (Y) and i really love them doing those amazing stunts and the way they dance .

it was supposed to be a RELAXING family vacation but as usual , alvin the troublemaker starts creating problems for dave :P alvin is childish , but fun . simon is matured , but uptight . and theodore ... the chubby one xDD DAVE SHOUTING ' ALLLVVIIIINNNN ' is really really hilarious hahahahahah xD alvin really pisses him off . SIMON , errrr scratch that . SIMONE is really . really . really . epic . totallyyyy difff and ... so romantic hahahahah . but really weird and cheesy . i prefer the normal simon seriously . alvin is being the responsible and smart one since simon * i mean simone is being the FUN one .

I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE ELEANOR AND THEODORE OMOOOOO ALL TIME FAV <3<3 both of them are just so cute together . CHUBBY CHUBBY CHUBBY . kawaiiiiiiii <3

ITS A MUST WATCH IF YOU LOVE ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS :) you won't regret seriously .

chubby fluffy <3

i wanna watch mission impossible 4 .

and i should stop staying up late . AHHHHHHHHH

beeeeeelzububbbbbb

2011-12-15T22:07:00.001+08:00

iz watching beelzebub !

GREEN HAIR GREEN EYES HAHAHAHAH OMG SO CUTE !!!!!! hes err the future king of demon ? and he needs a human father . and he likes violence , scary & disgusting stuffs , blood and weird stuffs seriously lololol . SO , oga was chosen to be the human father :D cause oga is violent , strong , and evil enough hahahahah .

beelzebub is actually very weak he lost to a cat -_- AND HES AFRAID OF INSECTS !!! *just like me :D

when beelzebub is angry , he will cry . when he cries , HAHAHAHHAHAHA electric shock HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . and if oga was more than 15 meters away from beel , TADAAAAA OGA WILL DIE . pathetic shit hahahahaha xD

BUT HES VERY CUTE LAAA ! especially when hes sleeping or hes angry :D

OGA HILDA BEELZEBUB ! best family :P

BTW mid valley traffic jam like shit todayyy idk what happened -.- stuck outside for like 45 mins still cannot enter the parking wtf damn pissedddd . dont tell me everyone went there to buy iphone 4s -_- grrrr pissed offf to the max .

btw results are out on 22nd ! confirmeddddd .

bro goin korea tomorrowwwww TT

christmas ~ AHHHH VERY VERY VERY EXCITEDDDDD !

im waiting for the new episode of fairy tail omg TT I LOVE NATSU A LOT TT HES SO FREAKIN COOL SO COOOL SO COOOOOOOOL AND YENG .

ZOO NEGARA ;

2011-12-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE I JUST CAME BACK FROM ZOO NEGARA !

its not my hometown -_- im not one of them -_-

SO I SAW A LOT OF ANIMALS HAHAHAHAHAH :DD okay i know very lame -.- BLACK LEOPARD IS THE COOLEST SERIOUSLY . leopards (Y) tigers also omg damn coooooooooooool . one of the tigers swimming ahhahaha omg so cute :D HYAENA omg very cool too TT looks like a dog or a wolf . OMG PENGUINS SO SO SO COMEL T_T the way they swimmm then float and breathe . lions ... are too lazy -_- they went to eat dy i guess haih :( and wow elephants are really smelly -_- esp their shits -.- and i saw ... a camel facing me with its butt then .. started to poopoo -.- I SAW OWL OMG FINALLY THE FIRST TIME T___T but its a bit far and they were sleepin . but still . VERY COOL . one of the reasons i love harry potter hahhahhaa . snakes well .. really hard to find them -.- and theres a BIG i mean HUGE TORTOISE wth hahaahaha . saw a donkey too . a very special donkey . and porcupine ! hehehehehe so cute <3 ORANG UTANS AND MONKEYS ! orang utans are so .. big lol and monkeys keep moving around .

OKAY PICS !

BYE :D

ZOO NEGARA IS ACTUALLY A VERY NICE PLACE OKAY :D

HI I LOVE FOOD .

2011-12-09T18:24:00.001+08:00

i feel like sleeping omg :(

my dark circles are really scary HHAHAHHA and my eye bags are getting bigger as well ^__^ even bigger than my eyes wtf hahahaha . i should really stop being nocturnal -.- stop sleeping at 3 .

getting lazier and wow . everyone started to have tuition . like wow -.- im gonna start next year i dont care . next years gonna be so so so busy :| no more being lifeless . and have to wake up EARLY ON SAT & SUN T_____________T thats the worst thing in life . waking up early . GOD T_________T dont take holidays for granted wtf . appreciate holidays . SLEEP MORE . WAKE UP LATE . HAHAHAHA cause you wont have chance to wake up late durin school days -.-

shit few more weeks sch gonna reopen -_-

CHRISTMAS COMIN SOOOOOOONNNNN :D jingle bell is comin to town ! I BELIEVE IN SANTA CLAUS ALTHO I NEVER RECEIVE PRESENTS FROM HIM . i guess .. hes just too busy :) and i live in condo . yeah . he can't break my window right . theres no chimney .. so yeah .

omg my title is really stupid HAHHA ignore it i just dont know what to put . BUT YEA I LOVE FOOD HEHEHEHEH .

okay IM VERY VERY VERY HUNGRY I REALLY NEEDA GO FIND SOME FOOD NOW !

bye !

HAPPY FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET

2011-12-04T20:17:00.001+08:00

went to watch HAPPY FEET 2 3D!

OMG SHO ADORABLE I LOVE PENGUINS :DDDDD and kinda touching too :'D ERIK IS SO SO SO CUTE ! and his friends ! ATTICUS and BOADICIA ! atticus is like theodore in alvin & the chipmunk ! SVEN can fly .. because hes not a penguin -.- carmen and ramon so funny LOL ! the krill is kinda annoying lol will and bill HAHAH damn confusing okkkkk . then emperor penguins are trapped because of a large iceberg .. and all of them [ seals , penguins , and krill ] work together slamming the ice ( HAPPY FEET )hahahaha at last the iceberg crumbles yo ! HAHAHAHHA everyone should watch happy feet la ! so nice okay !

and i wanna adopt a tiger !

RAWR .

wwf.org.my/tiger

BYE !

hello , December .

2011-12-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

first of December .

last month of 2011 :) school's gonna reopen soooon and yea HI SPM SYLLABUS -_- so the world gonna end soon HAHAHAHAHHAHAA . who knowssssssss ~ :P so yeah just appreciate what we possess right now .

haih i hate this feeling .

OH YA AND PMR RESULTS HAHAHAH I FORGT BOUT IT .
err i'm not nervous , yet . but whats the point of worrying , its over . pmr is over . over . over . so what we can do is , wait for the results and accept it .

i really hate people asking me WHAT YOU WANT TO EAT -.- seriously esp my dad non stop askin me this question every single day . I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO EAT EVERYTHING IS OKAY AS LONG AS ITS FOOOOOD .

i really hate having dinner with cousins -.- like father that side . cause i'm not close with ALL of them . well in fact i dont even know their names hahahah . but all of em grow up together and very very close with each other . so wtf i feel isolated and zibiii -_- and im very quiet in front of adults HAHAHAHAHA so i always sit there quietly and keep eating eating eating . and tryin my best to be invisible . or they'll ask weird questions and haih . i just feel uncomfortable with them . sis bro ? working -.- HAIH PATHETIC MANNN PATHETIC .

no matter what , you shouldn't comment like this . hmm , in a very sarcastic way and tryin to make her feel embarrassing . well maybe you can sms her to ask why but not posting in fb and let everyone sees it -.- so not .. gentleman -.-

TROUBLE MAKER IS NICE ! (Y) wow its so much better than bubble pop ! hyuna from 4min & hyunseung from beast :D i'm so sorry but i just strongly dislike bubble pop and i dislike hyuna because of it too . BUT WOW TROUBLE MAKER HAHAHAHAHAAH NOT BAD WEIII SERIOUSLY . hyuna looks really hot in the MV . but bubble pop MV -_- speechless -.- and love the whistling part (;

i dont get why i cant watch harry potter on PPS ! -.- its errrr only vip members can watch it which means . needa pay -.- wtf first time its the first time i hate pps -.- gonna buy cds haih so mafan TT

i needa do something . meaningful . seriously .

BYE !

YG FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY ~

2011-11-29T23:40:00.001+08:00

okayyyyyy .

i'm not twilight fans but .. breaking dawn part 1 was quite nice hahahhahahahaha . i'm in love with werewolves now super yeng omg TT esp when they fight omg very yeng ahhhhh TT whens part 2 comin out ? and aiyoooo i like jaacob dy laaa . nt his abs la please . hes just so . cooooooooooool .

just watched MNET ASIAN MUSIC AWARDS .

2NE1 IS WAYYY TOOOO AWESOME OMG . NAEGACHAECHALAGA ~ CL CL CL CL CL CL CL FREAKIN AWESOME ~ understand why shes the leader shes so fkin yeng on the stage . but too bad big bang wasnt there :( BUT STILL OMG YG ROCKS . hmm lots of them sayin the results not fair . hmm . no comment hahahahahah . will.l.am , apl.de.ap and CL 's performance is just epic im obsessed with CL now . ahhhh i just miss big bang :'D i still remember GD TOP TAEYANG 2010 MAMA . they totally owned the stage <3

ANYWAY . congrats 2NE1 for getting best vocal performance and song of the year . congrats to big bang for getting best music video although they dint attend MAMA <3

YG ROCKS BYE !

;]

2011-11-28T23:39:00.001+08:00

just back from my grandma's bday celebration .

she's so skinny and she looked so tired just now . no matter how loud the music was , how noisy the cousins were , she just stayed quiet without any expression . so ... vulnerable . i dont even know whether she can recognize us or not . i feel .. bad .

i fear aging .

forget bout everything , your friends your family your life people around you and all the memories . you can't even take care of yourself . life is so meaningless and you dont know what to do at all . your mind is just . blank . empty . wrinkles white hair illness .

OKAYYYYY DONT THINK TOO MUCH OMG .

btw the food was awful laaa omg idk what was i eating weiiiiii -.- eww eww ewwwww .

and wtf i just hate the hk drama whats the name ahhhh . damnnn stupid wei the king omg brainless shit always kena tipu only never use his brain to think one isit isiit isiiit ?!? -.-

okay i feel very tired and sleepyyyy *yawnnnn*
nights :D

1.43 am ! HOHO

2011-11-22T01:21:00.001+08:00

the power of fb seriously HAHAHAHAHA . i dint watch the match lol sorry i was really busy watching forensic heroes 3 HAHAHAHAHAHAAA . but everyone spammed in fb omg -_- anddddd , of course i'm very happy malaysia wonnnnnnnn :D HAHAHHA HARIMAU MALAYA WHEEEEEE :'D and there're so many patriotic malaysians hahahahahha xD

MALAYSIAAAAA ~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAAH colourful ..

so i went to mid valley today and i bought galaxy s2 .
hmm i feel kinda guilty ? HAHAHAHAH wtf weird i know -.- but i'm still very happy HAHAHAHHAHA omg what am i talking abt ... -_- its my bday present . maybe 2 years bday present . omg -_- means i'm not getting bday present from parents next year . unless i gt 8As for PMR which .. hmm ... i have no confidence at all . HAHAHAHAHHAHA .

and er what should i download LOL .

btw forensic heroes 3 (Y) must watch mannnnn go watch in pps if you dont have AOD .

did i mention that i really dislike the boys - snsd ?
genie , hoot , gee , run devil run .. i tot the boys gonna be better and cooler and yeah but it disappoints me ):

super 7 ?! a taiwanese group -.- not famous at all . trying to copy SNSD but seriously fail laaa pleaseee -_- claimed that they called SNSD 'fake beauties' and saying SNSD members look ordinary -.- but they , super 7 members , have at least C-CUP size with sexy bodylines and are natural beauties . omg seriously communication prob with thick-faced people . ordinary ?! but even the most ordinary member looks better than any of you -.- attention seeker . i'm not a SNSD fan but -.- really dislike people talking bad about the others without looking in the mirror . yet you guys are a junior rookie group . no matter they have plastic surgery or not , at least they can sing and dance and still way better than you guys -.- wannabes -.- really pissed me offffff to the max -.- plus , their song is fkin awful -.-

okay i think i spent too much time writing a whole paragraph about them dy so bye !

nights people ! :)

peter pan !

2011-11-19T13:14:00.001+08:00

i watched peter pan yesterday and alvin & the chipmunks just now .

AND OMG SUPER CUTE OMG SO FKING ADORABLE OMG OMG OMG OMG TT

peter pan is the nicest guy ever . and hes just so sweeeet :DD although wendy isn't really beautiful in that movie lol the cartoon one is better hahahaaha . omg peter pan is my bf la wtf . neverland is so freakin cool . forever young & never grow up .
and he can fly . and he can teach you how to fly .
oh damn .

so come with me , where dreams are born , and time is never planned . just think of happy things , and your heart will fly on wings , forever , in never never land .

alvin & the chipmunks are TOO CUTE . i love theodore the fatty HAHAHA hes omg so adorable TT i really want a chipmunk right now shit omg so adorable ....

<3 .

you are the apple of my eye .

2011-11-16T17:42:00.001+08:00

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。

很好笑，但很感动 :'D　最后，女孩找到了属于自己的幸福，男孩们也各自成长了，也继续寻找各自的幸福。　
女孩很幸运，尽管男孩觉得读书很无聊，却可以为了女孩，那么努力用功，就因为女孩那一句，我才不会喜欢比我笨的男生。　

或许，在另一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的。

每个男孩心中都有一个沈佳宜。
其实每个女孩心中也有一个柯景藤。　
可以为了喜欢的女孩奋斗，坚持以自己的方式喜欢女孩，希望可以一直一直喜欢女孩。

omg i tot i typed a lot of words dy hw come still so short ?!?!?! -.-
and i blog in chinese wth hahahahahahaha x) its okay even weilame also blog in chinese XD
im sorry lemme ss for awhile i think my chinese not bad looo HAHAHAHAHAHAH .
okay bye hahahaha .
this is a great movie :D altho there're some perverted scenes laa but then just to make the movie funnier xD

P/S : I FKING SWALLOWED A STREPSIL JUST NOW WTF . i feel .. its blocking my oesophagus wtf .

hohoooooo :D

2011-11-13T20:26:00.001+08:00

10 drafts and i didnt publish any of them .

i'm sickkkkkk -__- headache like shit now . sore throat keep coughing keep sneezing omg patheticcccc .

tomorrow's SPM ?!?!?!?!? holy shit time flies -.- its already 13 nov wtf zzz .

anyway good luck to all the SPM candidates ! :D

i realized i have nothing to blog . i'm bored to death laa can i just sleep and never wake up anymore ?!??! maybe i should really start having tuition you know -.- im practically wasting my time now .

cousins came KL again and seriously -.- babies are so .. so ... noisy -.- wouldn't say that they're annoying because they're cute and adorable sometimes . altho they're noisy most of the time . keep crying and screaming for no reason wth . i'm a super impatient person so i choose to stay away from them -.- so that i wont strangle them when i get pissed off . super high pitch voice grrrrrr .

any nice manga to read ? or any nice books ?!

im reading before i fall .
and well .. its kinda interesting i guess . shes trying to change the future cause .. er when she woke up its the same day again -.- means hmm shes living her last day over and over again . its like facing the same things over and over again -_-

pathetic ..

OKAY BYEEEE

last day last day .

2011-11-10T12:43:00.002+08:00

hiiii people i just got anugerah pekerti murni ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH . this is the 2nd time i got this anugerah HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA ^__^ i know its unbelievable but ... what to do i look innocent hahahahahhaha .

today is the last day .

and .

er .

time flies .
the beginnings are always hard . the endings are usually sad . its what in the middle that counts :') i love form 3 life . and i wish form 4 life will be even bettttter .

but spm syllabus -.- gosh wtf is paper 3 die die die .

mom's asking me to go swimming AGAIN .
oh great -.- i'm just too lazy to take shower .

finally interview is over !
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

oh ya . don't have to wear prefect's uniform anymoreeee :D dont have to tuck in my shirt anymoreeee :D dont have to wear that ugly shoes anymoreeee :D

BYE ! :P

ROBOT .

2011-11-08T19:01:00.004+08:00

had fun todayyyy !　

oh . we rock .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA xD so this is BIG BANG . our robot . HAHAHAHA OMG SHIT BIG BANG IS THE COOLEST NAME EVER . we lost to the champion and first runner up so i think our robot is really awesome hahahahahah . shouting like shits and i think i dint regret going to sch today :D

omg i admire people who can draw .

i want this book !

HEEEEE BYE !

interview tomorrow . i wish i wont screw it upppppp TT

wish me luck !

tomorrow is the last day of school .
hmm i think i 'll miss school :)

nights

2011-11-07T02:29:00.000+08:00

i don't know what's gonna happen .
i still wish that everything will be okay soon .

it's 2.22 am .
i'm still awake , when everyone's actually sleeping .

那些年错过的大雨，
那些年错过的爱情，　
好想告诉你，
告诉你我没有忘记。　

describe dog , cat , rat and sea .
represent yourself , your lover , your enemy and your life .

life is beautiful .

good night people . sweet dreams .

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

2011-11-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

crappppppppppp .

i feel . really really really bad right now .

stop thinking stop thinking !

don't be sad .

you deserve someone better ,

way better :)

fabricating

2011-10-31T16:41:00.001+08:00

i went to school today :) HEHEHEHE its like a miracle but miracles do happen :P

so pilihan raya then indonesia students then drawing then uno . yeah nothing else hahahahha ! basically we're all just having fun and playing around :3 after 2 weeks ( or more ) of not going to school , i think school . . . is still the same . HAHAHAHAHAHAH and all my friends look the same too . . . oh except fiona's hair hmm .

alright .

i'm so so so sorry if i really disappoint you guys .
i just need some time . to think .

i wish i won't let anyone down . i'm trying my best .

OH YEAH GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO'RE HAVING EXAMS ! :D gambatehhhhh !

*sigh

2011-10-28T22:01:00.001+08:00

it's holiday ! :D

went to popular just now and omg so hard to find books i want -.- i think MPH is way better haih . regret like shit nowwww :/ anyways i will beg my mom to bring me to mph soon ^__^
to buy list :
- a kiss in time
- bloom
- when it happens
- scrambled eggs at midnight
- mitch albom's books

haih books are expensive .
and i'm broke .
and my mom scolded me .
cause i finished a book in only one day .

HAIH .

and aiyo actually i wanna buy rick riordan's lost hero but haih ...

HAIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

bye .

title . HAHAHAHHA

2011-10-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

im lazy . im an extremely lazy person .

i love swimming . BUT IM REALLY LAZY TO TAKE SHOWER AFTER SWIMMING LA OMG . my mom NON-STOP asking me to go swimming cause she thinks that im rotting upstairs . but it's true .. btw its raining now hohohoooooo :P

procrastinating yo :D

i wanna buy books :D im reading forgotten by cat patrick . i think it's gooood hahahahahhaa . Luke is just so . sweet . omg ajsdhklafjdakfaj . what a perfect boyfriend she has ;/ YEAH HAPPY ENDING wheeeeeeeeeeeeee :D i dislike reading books with sad ending . like omg life is miserable enough lets stop being pessimistic . and feel bad after reading that book . and non stop thinking bout the characters in that book . and keep asking whyyyyy . -__- if i read a book with sad ending i'll actually continue the story with my own imagination and make them live happily ever after muahahahahahhahaha ;D

okay weird.

my study table is still so messy omg i dont know why TT

and i kinda .. miss school . yeah . HAHAHAHAHHAA but i just hate waking up early .

but the activities are just .. boring -.- and no one is going to school anymore -.- so theres no point for me going school ALONE right -.- i dont prefer solitude .

oh yaaaa you are the apple of my eyeeeeeeee . i wanna watch wanna watch wanna watch :D have been waiting for months !

should i take accounts . or economics . chinese ? omg chinese is kinda like . impossible hahahahahah but my mom wants me to take chinese haih but i dont like and not interested in it anywayyy . btw science and maths in bm ? crap -.- paper 3 for sejarah ? wtf -.-

i miss days before PMR . but not one week before because that few days were really .. suffering and stressful hahahaha . i mean like .. few weeks before we studied together :D and before exam started that half an hour or 2 hours . before sejarah i was really .. trembling in fear HAHAHHA . because i only studied science . ONLY . and we were like discussing discussing before exam started aand i realized . crap i dint know bout all these at all ... but it turned out okay -.- to be honest i think it was the easiest paper .

i feel sleepy . HAHAHAH

facing computer too long . needa rest ! HAHAHAHAHAH

bye ! :D

exactly :P

yo !

2011-10-24T22:38:00.001+08:00

oh i went sitiawan on Saturday . and im back again wth .

i missed home so freaking much .
everyones saying i grew fatter ..
and seriously i don't like ppl saying i look like someone or someone looks like me . no matter who that person is -.-

i love fairy tail so freakin much omg . i even cried watching TT and i fell in love with anime character omg TT NATSU AND GRAY ARE BOTH AWESOME . omg shit i find myself weird hahahaha never mind it's okay fairy tail rocks :DD every saturday ! HEHEHEHEHE .

btw i finished watching stigma of the wind and it was nice okay -.-

and im going to watch one piece sooonnnnnn .

damnnnnn anime is just awesome .

AND im gonna watch HARRY POTTER FROM FIRST TO THE LAST . muahahahahaa :DDD

omg i sound lifeless but seriously ,
i dont feel like going out . i wish i can stay at home forever and rot .

i always love being lifeless .

6 : 1 . epic HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA :PP

sayonara ! :)

BACK .

2011-10-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

LOL i dint go to school for whole week .

so yeah i went hongkong and it was fun ! :D but really tired and exhausted . needa keep walking walking walking . oh ya many lengzais there HAHAHAHAH . food there was reallyyyyy nice omg feel like dabao back to malaysia . shopping shopping shopping bought many clothes lololol .

went ocean park on monday .
i fed the sea lions omg they're so freakin cuteeee <3
4 pandas omg CUTE LIKE SHIT and i bought a lot of panda soft toys :D saw one panda eating bamboo AHHHH DAMN CUTE FEEL LIKE HUGGING IT <3 didnt get to see owl and eagle :( can't wait til that late . saw fishes omg so so so cuteeeee . red panda veryyyy cute also . although the weather was effing hot but omg animals so cuteeeee <3

bye !

im being really lazyyyy recentlyyyyyyyyyyy

hongkong :3

2011-10-15T13:19:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHEH .

just to say goodbye ! :D and miss me ! :DD

5 days 4 nights .

i'll miss everyoneeeee ! xx

im sick huhuhuuuu .

2011-10-13T17:44:00.001+08:00

i'm currently tidying my table and cupboard . holy shit once in a blue moon being so hardworking . and why are there so many books and papers T_T and i realized hw dirty my cupboard is . it was actually white and now it's sort of .. yellowish AHAHHAHA . haih all the reference books and exercise books . some i didn't even touch lololol .

going hongkong i think i mentioned it twice . but seriously i'll miss everyone T_____T and im going to meet another 2 panda ! :DDD 3rd and 4th ! first two in Australia . and panda is so so so so so so cuteeeeeee <3

i wanna watch movieees . i dint watch movies for .. like months -.- three musketeers ahhhhhh my logan lerman <3 <3 <3

haih . flu and sore throat TT why am i sickkkkkk after PMR -.- i slept for 2 hours just now and i just woke up . still not feeling well TT haih .

hari keusahawanan was great ! ;DD im proud to say that .. i spent RM 15 in a day hahahahaha . i bought FOOD . and FOOD and ONLY FOOD . HAHAHAHHA . except lucky draw laa . mandy gt 2nd prize omg so lucky TT a 8GB pendrive . but freaking tired after walking around buying food for 4 hours . we went back to class and combined the table and slept on it HAHHAHA . epic lol .

why is facebook becoming like tumblr ?
omg agreeee to the max . everyone posting pics from tumblr -.- and sharing it . seriously why don't u get a tumblr it's freakin annoying to see pics everywhere in fb . esp the pics are from tumblr -.- its okay to share a few but some are sharing mostly every pic ..

and i lost some of my books . as in those needa return to sch .

today's just not my day . haih .

HAHAH maybe you can choose to daydream for hours ? and never come back to reality wtf .

LIFE .

its over (;

2011-10-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

but it ended terribly . thanks to BC PAPER 1 :) no one shouted . no one cheered . and i was feeling so fking miserable because of it . thanks seriously -.- i need one day to forget bout this shit &^$@%#!!@#!%$!

haih .

anyways we all survived :)

finallyyyyyyy . i was happy and excited yesterday but really -.- chinese spoiled my mood . i don't expect myself to get A for it dy . i even told my parents i might not be getting A for bc . at least 50 % -_- but maybe i should be positive ... haih and i didnt have time to check my chinese essay TT and my hands were shivering lol .

and omg my table is so messy HAHAHAHAHAHA .

I CAN'T FEEL THE JOY WEYH SERIOUSLY WHYYYYY TELL ME WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY .

okay just stop thinking bout results .

relax and enjoy life after PMR :)
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :DDDDDDDDDD

YAY PMR . . .

2011-10-10T17:13:00.002+08:00

*&^%$#@#$%%*&$^#@#$#%^(*%&$%^#%@

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN .

yes chinese paper left . then freedom . but everyone's being so happy RIGHT NOW -_- because they don't have to take chinese omg omg omg omg T____T

and i don't know how to get A for it .

no confidence . shit . shit . shit ...

what should i do TT

my paper 1 getting worse aakjfkaj slfja ;sljfalkfjadjalk jskdfjak jkadakldjf .

haih .

btw KH paper was hard :|
maths paper err okok laa . i think .

HAIH NOT IN A GOOD MOOD SERIOUSLY .

DEPRESSED TO THE PEAK OF MAXIMUMMMMM .
PUNCAK YOU KNOW PUNCAK !!!!

bye .

p/s : love you weilame ! i was going to buy a notebook like this :3 draw on the blank pages :3 and i just put the file inside my bag so dont worry ! :D

(;

2011-10-09T14:56:00.001+08:00

im studying seriously . im studying KH so that i wont be getting B or even worse C for it -.- i haveeeeeee confidence to get A since i gt an A for AMBANG ! :DDD hehehehe jk . still needa study hard -.- since i really really realllyyyyyy dislike KH much . but i still have to study .

pathetic shit .

haih .

oh ya don't forget bout maths . circles -_- a chap i will never understand . but i'll still try to understand it . algebraic those shits are way better seriously . wish that tomorrow's papers will be easy *finger crossed*

chinese. know whattttt . the sub i worried the most and i have no confidence at ALL . pleaseeeee TT paper 1 please be easyyy and karangan 5 ques i wish at least 1 ques i know how to do .

my dream .

Day 3 . i survived .

2011-10-06T21:08:00.003+08:00

honestly i think science is harder than sejarah ...

LOL am i abnormal or what ? the answers for sejarah are kinda obvious , its like the other 3 are impossible -.- but science paper 2 . i think its weird lol really weird i don't know why . but yeah i still think its weird . lol i still think science is harder :PP

anyways i wish i can get A . still :)

studying KH and its driving me crazyyyy . i really dislike KH grrrrr .

and BM paper 1 . _|_

please laaaa i wanna get A omg TT

R.I.P Steve Jobs .

i love apple . and pixar . thanks .

bye people !

Day 2

2011-10-05T19:31:00.001+08:00

im blogging everyday cause you know .. everyday is kinda important for me . so today we had english & geography papers so er all of them said easy . i think its okay ... LOL :3 but tomorrow is gonna be the one of the worst dayyyyy science and sej . apparently everyone is worrying bout it . i'm worried bout science more but it's been a long time since i last studied sejarah but i guess i forgot most of it ... have to start revising the whole book again ^%$#

oh i tot today we can go home at 2 30 . and i realized 2 30 only we started the geography paper -.- fail ... SEE SEE SEE NEVER READ THE TIMETABLE HAHAHHAA . waited for 2 hours and studied geography and MADE NOISE HAHAHAHAHAHHA omg i disturbed a lot of people :PPP it was too boring i cannot bear it. no one was talking all of them were studying studying studying haih . memorizing so many shits and lastly most of it dint come out hahahaha . should sleeep for that 2 hours hmph !

okay . tomorrow 3 45 HAHAAHHAA . not 2 30 . HAHAHHA wtf . im so blur wtf i think im the only student who dont know that exams end at 3 45 . fail fail fail

THE WORLD WILL BE MORE BEAUTIFUL AND THE SUN WILL BE BRIGHTER AND EVERYTHING WILL BE SO SO SO FINE . tomorrow 3 45 :3

ah so great ^___^

you know .
i dont wanna screw things up . so yeah . wish me luck :)

STILL GOOD LUCK EVERYONEEEE AND MYSELFFFFFF LUCK IS IMPORTANT ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE TOSSING ERASERS !

i still do that during pmr :PPPPP

i realize i dint study much . or they study too much ?! HEHEHEHEHE jk .

DAY 1 !

2011-10-04T15:00:00.001+08:00

first day .
er it went out quite well better than what i expected actually :) the paper i hated and worried the most finally over :3 HEHEHEHEHE IZ VELI HAPI NAWW .

tomorrow english and geographyyyyyy . haih good luck everyone :3 afraid of novel part cause cause cause .. i didnt read i only read the synopsis of it lol . Dr.Jekyll was so confusing and i really hate him for causing so many troubles to himself and making everything so complicated -_- ah weird . people too smart are always too creative and curious -.- curiosity kills a cat and dr.jekyll ^____^

and im tumblr-ing . HEHEHEHEH .

my dog currently looks like a sheep . MEEEEHHHHHHHHH .

GOOD LUCK AGAIN !

phew :)

a piece of burden let off my shoulder .

ze day

2011-10-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

0 .

tomorrow's the dayyyyy :) and the subject i worried the most . luckily its on the first day and after that , i can concentrate on the others without worrying bout bm karangan . ahhhhh luckily luckily .

wish everyone good luck ! including myself :)

GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST !

especially SABians :) and my primary school friends . and everyone i knowwww :)

& thanks to those who wished me good luck :) it means a lot to me . LUCK is important really :D

im going hongkong after PMR ! :D WHEEEEEEEEEEE :D

blur .

2011-09-29T19:11:00.001+08:00

yoooooooooooo 5 days left and im still here !
what a responsible blogger -.-

yeap tomorrow is the last day of September . its almost October and after 2 weeks of PMR , it will be .. almost November . time is flying fast and im being really really really impatient . i wish time flies as fast as it could . enough suffering and studying and worrying and depressing . sometimes being hysterical shittttttt . i want it to be overrrrrrrrrrrr .

I JUST WANNA LAY IN MY BEDDDDD ~ DONT FEEL LIKE PICKING UP MY PHONE ~ cause i lost all my phone contacts fuck .

but blackberry is better than my expectation . cause i dint really expect much . im using my sis's phone cause she 'bought' a new phone . and she cant bear with my phone anymore . the waterrr flowing sound HAHAHAHA . but i've been using my sony ericsson for 2 or 3 years . yes it died once . or twice . oh my mom put it inside the washing machine and i guess it had fun with all the clothes ^___^

yeah . its time for it to rest in peace .
but i still love its 8.1 megapixel camera okayyy <3

AND I WASTED HALF DAY IN MPH . somehow i still feel like blogging ! IM SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF lol jk .

im really proud of myself . able to online and blog and relax like no one does .

lol jk again .

anugerah koko ^__^
what we did ...... hmm . OH SAT TOGETHER AND MADE NOISE AND LAUGHED LOUDLY . my lameness cheered everyone up -.- its okay im happy and proud of my lameness it brings joy and happiness to the others HAHAHAHA . to myself as well . laughing at my own joke . omg thats the lamest thing but . so entertaining . the one sitting beside me laughed continuously for half an hour i guess :PPPPPP

BYE !

birthday .

2011-09-24T21:30:00.001+08:00

hmm . so im officially 15 :]
it's 24 September 2011 .

birthday before PMR . hmm obviously not a good thing .
but it's enough :)

thanks a lot to everyone who wished me happy birthday .
facebook . although some of you guys rmb my bday because of the facebook reminder :D still appreciate it a lot . kamsahamidaaaaaaa ^__^ i replied every wall post one by one :) because they really mean a lot to me . seeing people wishing you happy bday , no matter strangers or friends , saying thanks to every of them .
sms . it totally made my morning when i woke up looking at those texts wishing me happy bday . and some of you texted me in the midnight :) thnakiuuuu .
Martin . hahahahahaha singing bday song in martin omg thats so .. weird . cause there're a lot of strangers there too lol . but thanks a lot ! :D

you guys made me feel loved :')

happiness is simple .
smile and be happy .

it will be alright eventually .

korean music wave .
at least we're all breathing the same air . finallyyy they came but I CANT GO . pathetic shit . haih TT

oh ya . wish they love m'sia , and they'll come againnnnn :)

2011-09-23T16:31:00.002+08:00

so true .

IM HERE AGAIN HOHOHOHOOHOOO

2011-09-22T21:52:00.001+08:00

hi ! :D

so i skipped sch today again . hahahahahah AGAIN . and a lot of ppl skipped sch too i guess its because of the double PJ ... so i stayed at home and i did studyyyy okay . just , needa take a break . there's too much to study and im blur seriously . gotta continue sooonnnnnn :)

oh ya i watched charlie st cloud today . and i ... missed the front part ( 30 mins i guess ) so i was quite blur and finally realized .. oh thats his bro ... who died ... ohhhhh . HAHAHAHA . i love zac efron's eyes . altho i don't really think hes hot . but he looks better with short hair honestly . his hair in hsm just -.- argh . HAHAH okay -.- and omg that lil boy TT

life is for living .
i could feel you forgetting bout me . without you i can feel myself start to disappear .
we'll always be brothers . promise ; everyday , come rain or shine , through hell or high water ? i promise .
no one ever gets to see what could have been .
"Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backwards."

but i DIDN'T CRY . maybe because i dint watch the front part . or because im not watching it alone . yeah , its awkward to cry in front of your bro ...

my bday coming soon ! and no time to celebrate HAHAHAA . what to do its one week before PMR ._.

so errrr . my bday wish is ...

HEHEHEHE secret .

:DDDDD bye !

okay i admit that im really random buttttttttttttt i still have to blog . so that its not deaddddd .

relieve stress :)

2011-09-18T21:09:00.001+08:00

18th September 2011 .
15 days left - PMR .

i don't know how i feeeel honestly . before i fall asleep , i will keep reminding myself , that time is flying fast and i have not much time left . i'm worrying bout a lot of things . i'm afraid but i don't know what to do . what if my mind goes blank when writing an essay ? what if i can't think of any points ? what if i'm too panic and forget bout everything ? although i know its useless to worry bout all these shits but seriously i still cant stop myself from thinking .

*sighs*

maybe i should go to sleep now . im feeling tired but ...

its only 9pm -.- my mom will bring me to clinic if i really sleep now .

*sighs*

why am i being so unhappyyyyy .

btw my mom just bought me a PANDA ! :DDDD it can be a toy / a small pillow / a blanket ! omg so cute so cute so cute it's currently sleeping beside my HUGE hello kitty ^___^ it did cheer me up but after thinking bout exam ........... im still feeling miserable and depressed .

i want to watch anime . FAIRY TAIL . i want to watch fairy tail . i just love the characters in it . ahhhhh so cute and adorable . omg i just feel like .. feel like ..

OKAY STUDY !

take a breakkkk (;

2011-09-16T13:47:00.004+08:00

all our dreams can come true , if we have the courage to pursue them .

i realized i'm not obsessed with g-dragon / big bang anymore . or any other kpop band . maybe it's because of PMR but somehow i feel weird looking at the albums i bought . like how come i spent so much money to buy an album ?!?! thats so not me -.- and i regret lololol . and i will only watch them once .

but its not like i stop liking them . it's just , i was obsessed with them crazily until i really spent money to buy an album on yesasia and waited impatiently for it to arrive and gt really excited when it finally arrived -.- weird ... but i still love them and their songs okay . im still a vip seriously i swear .

i guess books are driving me crazy . or bringing me back to normal . whats normal anyway zzz .

studying science now and i guess i love studying science the most . cause it's more interesting than other subs like sej geo or kh ._. haih at first i thought i have confidence to get A for chinese since i gt A in pertengahan and trial but . after doing other states' papers i feel like .. crap i think i gt no confidence anymore . 12 wrongs lol wtf sei fo x_x

think twice think thrice think quadruple think quintuple ...

and still cannot decide . HAIH !

irrational .

2011-09-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

20 days left .

everyone is studying hard now :) including me okay i also studying hahahahah ! haih can't believe only 20 days left and we gonna sit for PMR . time is fleeting and im running out of time -.- this year's gonna end soon . 2011 is definitely a year to remember . memories ; laughing with classmates , having fun in PBSM camp , PBSM marching competitions , studying at the eleventh hour for exams , sitting together to discuss bout exercises , eating in class everyday and so much more . and those lil things happened in school and we'll just smile thinking bout it .

beginnings are scary . endings are usually sad . but it's the middle that counts the most . try to remember that when you find yourself at a new beginning . just give hope a chance to float up . and it will , too .

good luck . xx

don't get it .

2011-09-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

i really hate crowded places , especially when i'm alone . don't ask me why . its not like everything has a reason , i hate it because i strongly dislike it . don't force me to do things i dislike . and c'mon stop being so judgemental . i'm not your toy and this is my life . i have rights to do what i want to do . and stop accusing me :) please stop telling me what should i do . i do something because i want to . because its something i like . because it makes me happy . and i know how to differentiate whether its good or bad . remember , i'm already 15.

cherish every moment .

2011-09-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

happiness is simple .
pray , not only because you need something ,

but because you have a lot to be thankful for .

majlis pelantikan next week . er of course form 3 stay in class for the LTT :) i think no one's gonna faint this time . there're so many air-conditioners in the hall and it's sooooooooooooo cold . assembly is not that bad now :) hee !

and i realized i just hate elektronik and elektrik deeepppppp down to my bone -.- i loathe KH since i was an embryo ^___^ omg xianen that ultraman who loves eating salted egg IS SERIOUSLY FREAKING perverted . shes an ovum shes an ovum ._. she wants people to swim towards her wtf hahaha .

im turning 15 soon . its bizarre cause im not feeling excited . in fact im kinda afraid of growing up . but we can't stop the time right -.- birthday is like , gifts and cakes . to celebrate er 15 years ago i was born to this world on this day ? im begging my mom to buy a new watch for me lol . i know she will ^____^ but dont you think begging for present with parents is like . one of the must-do-thing before bday ?! HAHAHAHAHHAA .

im easily satisfied okay . seriously . just buy me macaroons and i'll love you to death . i swear to the moon and stars hahaha wtf . oh ya i love pandas too *wink . why do i sound like asking ppl to give me present ...

unattainable . haih .

this world is unfair . impossible everything's fair . and don't tell me nothing is impossible please . dont tell me a cat with a dog ^%$@$ then produce wtf produce ahhaha a bird ?! -.-

i wanna learn how to bake cookies . cakes . anything i love to eat . and feel contented after eating everything . omg one of my dreams hahah fyi i have a lot of dreams but most of them are hard to achieve but well DREAM BIG is not a bad thing . im gonna earn a lot and a lot of money and achieve my dreams .

this is such a long post . its been a long time since i blogged so much . and i don't know why today im being random and actually typing in a lightning speed muahahah im very proud of my typing speed fyi :D

btw i love reading ahhahaha omg faking random .

the chapter i love the most is reproduction . cause i can entertain myself think perverted-ly lol !

what else .
i dont know .
being random to fill my void .

fine .
bye /:

you lost the love i loved the most .

2011-09-08T21:04:00.002+08:00

i can't believe that i actually went to school today and finished that 3 papers . and holy shit i gt A for these 3 papers hahahahah omg :') all 80 :) sejarah 81 :) i didn't expect high so i was delighted seriously :'D theres a definite satisfaction in getting As for sej , kh and geo . esp when i just studied these 3 subs in one or two days . esp KH ! :D i think Pn.N is a good teacher hahaha .

hmm i didn't regret for going sch today .
although i really felt like going home halfway lol !

worth it . seriously .

so yeah we should really study hard and do more exercises to get good results :D HAHAHAHAHA good luck everyoneee . less than one month :) lets work hard together ! (;

i'm gonna have sweet dreams tonight :)

KARMEN LEEEEEEEEEEEE . get well soon kay kay kay ! i miss youuuuu <3 we all miss you heeeeeeee :)

accept it . and pay more effort next time . cheer up :)

be happy (:

2011-09-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

omg finally don't have to worry bout BM . paper 1 was really really reallyyyyy confusing . and i forgot bout Mat Jenin lol ! i was thinking hard bout what happened to her lastly . paper 2 idk why but i think the KBBR is harder , esp mendalamkan sungai lol how to hurai . omg my handwriting was like shit lol what to do . and still gt 5 mins for me to check after i done writing :3 im not worried bout the results cause er i dont really care ? lol it's over kannnnn omg im being more and more positive nowadays ^___^ not slacking offfff okayyyyy.

but , BUT ! -_- early in the morning our beloved frog told us about geo , sej and kh tests . this wednesday . fyi today is monday . 1 day to prepare for these 3 subs omg c'mon it's not science maths bi or something easier . geo , sej , kh ._. my worst subs . can i likeeee err skip sch on that day ?! i'm so screwed up honestly . i dont know how am i gonna take these 3 papers in a day . and im not studying !

oh ya the new version of dashboarddddddd ._. it looks , plainer ? and omg why orange -.-

shit i miss anime . omg fking nice okayyyyy .

okay focus .
okay bye !
okay i should study .

letting go ,

2011-09-03T23:27:00.004+08:00

2 parallel lines , which will never intersect .

crap holiday is ending . tomorrow is the laaaaaaaast day . yet i'm still doing homework and seriously unprepared for the fking bm test . hope it's not hard esp paper 2 :| i don't wanna feel helpless while everyone's busy writing .

insomnia x_x

dark circles omg getting worse .

i realized form 2 life was seriously fun (Y) just kept playing around and having fun and thats all . don't have to worry about homework exams . but now everyday worrying bout pmr pmr pmr ._. whats gonna happen during spm ... i wonder how i gonna survive . and sejarah gt something like paper 3 ?!?! -.- wtf is that nobody knows . haih .

and i realized i should stop pointing middle finger .

and i stopped watching fairy tail :3

anyway.

people have fun . laaaaaaaaast night :)

best month .

2011-09-01T17:41:00.006+08:00

it's already thursday - 1st of september . what have i been doing these days omg -.- i don't know . watching anime and holiday homework ONLY . i din even touch my books omg . i should really study for BM test ._. and should use more time on karangan bahagian C . so that it won't turn out a piece of crap like what i did last time .

freedom . 1 more month :) then only continue watching anime and dramas and do whatever i want . this month is a study month so yeah !

btw so many things to catch up . esp KH although it's easy to get A but seriously i don't wanna stare at the test paper and don't know what to do . like how i used to be -.- god thats probably one of the worst feeling ever . and i suck in bm karangan not enough time wtf . i can feel my hands shivering non stop during exam omg that sucks .

and im the only one blogging now ! ._.

while others studying like shit ........

i should pay more effort ... and attention .. die x.x

haih brain cells dying . i should be a nerd :) i love studying .. yeah ..............

time to pass my laptop to my mum .

no more procrastinating pleaseeeeeee .

BYE ! workkkkkk hardddddddddddd.

August is ending .

2011-08-31T20:36:00.002+08:00

its the last day of August .

time is flying fast , PMR is just around the corner :| i don't know how many days left . its about one month i guess ? gotta start working hard eh ? there's a pra pmr bm test after raya and shits i have no confidence in BM esp karangan part . haih and i stay in J class well .. i don't know whether its a good news or bad news . everyone in this class is so smart TT and im definitely not one of them omg left out TT mandy is not here ahhhhh less fun :| everyone is in the study mood holy shit i should stop watching anime .

btw fairy tail is nice . hahahaahaha all of them are so cute and sweeeeet . <3 !

haih btw this holiday is like .. rotting at home without doing anything lol .

but its okay i like being lifeless ^___________^

september septemberrrrr , please be good to me :D

HOLIDAY :)

2011-08-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiii :)

i went for a haircut yesterday and my hair is freakin short now . as in hmm shoulder length i guess . it's okay i don't have to bamboo my hair now . hahahaha ! they said i look like primary sch student ^____^ omg im so young ~ :PPP

looking at my old blog posts brings back so much memories . the way i used to type hahaha looked so funny :) omg like so childish laa hahahahahah . damn weird damn weird . esp form 1 and the font looked so stupid too hahahahaha !

and i realized ,

i forgot who im talking bout in my old posts HAHAHAHAHA . damnnnnnnn im still thinking hard .

hmm on 27.8.2010

i was talking bad about someone ? i forgot who's that seriously clueless to the max . and another post talking bout idols lol mostly bout bigbang (;

er i didn't blog on 27.8.2009 :O i skipped that day aih .

you know facebook can see status on this day thingy like that ?

omg i used to update my status everyday . but now i don't . i rarely update now to be honest .

okay im really lifeless .

oh ya !

happy holidays :) and selamat hari raya ! :)

finally can start eating in class after raya ! wheeeeeeeeeeee :D

SMILEEEEE

2011-08-26T17:42:00.003+08:00

pbc talent time :)

hmm i voted for a lot of people hahahah . it was awesomeeeeee ;) i didn't stay til the last so after form 5s performance then i went homeeeeeee .

singing dancing playing piano acting :) all of them did a great job .

and the asuhan rohani hahahahahah laughed my shits off damnnnn . chang er and hou yi looked so sweet together <3 awwww .

G-DRAGON AND TOP AND SEUNGRI COMING TO MALAYSIA ON 24 SEPT . fakkk one week before PMR and its my bday -.- i wish i can go seriously . haih i wish it postponed , til the day after PMR :D prayyyyyyyyy TT

:) bye .

believe :)

in yourself , in people who love and care about you .

we're all blessed .

be grateful ,

and appreciate .

NEW ;D

2011-08-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

owl. so damnnnn coooool omg ♥.♥

so the first day in J class was err normal . different classmates but well most of them are okay i guess . still a bit not used to it , since mandy isn't there with us :( but she has her new bff what to do. HAHAHAHHAHAAH ;) teachers are almost the same except for BM , KH and BI i think . so yeah not much difference . sitting with suesie as usual :)

holiday next weeeeeek . still thinking where should i go :/ or maybe im not going anymore , stay at home and rottttttt heee my hobby ♥ but one week only omg so short ... i need at least 2 weeks ._.

just got the PMR timetable :3 hmm luckily KH isn't with geo ahhahaha ;)

coming soon

2011-08-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

life is gonna be hectic :)

LTT starts tomorrow and wow august is ending . september is coming sooooooon . 45 days left ! went to tuition today and i guess i really need to start studying -.- i feel so blur . i love studying in a group :) asking questions , discussing , listening to others points and so on . i guess we'll all miss these after PMR .

but im still looking forward to days after PMR , no matter how lifeless it would be .

i really enjoy being lifeless anyway ^____^ watching k drama at home , reading books , slacking at home and non-stop daydreaming , crapping with friends etc :D one month for us to enjoy and be lifeless .

so yeah , 45 days more :) lets work hard together heheheheheheheeeeeee !

straight As (;

separate TT

2011-08-19T15:56:00.003+08:00

i love my class.

AND MANDYYYYYYYY TT

and my table.

and my classmates.

haih .

for only one week. but its really sadddddd D':

maybe my trials will droppp , who knows ? :|

hope everything's gonna be okay :)

take careeeeee :)

hell yeah lets work hard together ;)

too good to be true (;

2011-08-18T23:26:00.006+08:00

i actually ......

got an A for chinese .

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! im gonna be happy for one week because of this :D its its its sort of impossible but well its a miracle ^____^ 30/40 for paper 1 and i gt 50/60 for paper 2 WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! :D :D

words can't describe how happy i am :'D

i keep telling people cause i still cannot believe it lol !

but anyways , HEEEEEEEEE I GT AN A FOR CHINESE.

p/s : im not dreaming :) its true. wtf LIFE IS SO GREAT .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY G-DRAGON ♥

2011-08-18T18:52:00.003+08:00

you're the best no matter what ;)

happy birthday kwon ji yong !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN ♥

2011-08-17T18:01:00.003+08:00

bitchhhhh , happy birthday :)

love you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

-cant upload pic don't know why-

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

August.

2011-08-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiii ! LTT starts next week and suesie is leaving me alone in K class :( ah sad case. shouldn't go to school cause gt nothing to do -.- i was reading a child called 'it' for the whole freakin day -.- teachers just sat there gave us some work and the enddddddd. haih last week to enjoy :) gotta start paying attention and study and suffer ...

seriously i think i should off my comp. its distractingggggg meeeeeee .

study study study.... we're all exam orientated. accept this facttttttttttttttttt.

and go studyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

wtf -.-

so sick.

still the best :D

2011-08-14T22:09:00.005+08:00

he already did his best :') respect . hes still the best no matter whattttttt :D we're all proud of you. congratssss ♥

so close yet so far.

oh please ,

i feel like smacking your face ,

and tell you how smelly your shirt is .

ew .

disgusting shit .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE KAR MEN ♥

2011-08-14T15:22:00.003+08:00

happy birthday bitchhhhhh :D love you lots ! xoxo

sister ♥

2011-08-12T16:44:00.004+08:00

happy belated birthday. i love you ♥

unlucky :|

2011-08-11T22:36:00.006+08:00

haih chinese.

terrible :| not joking i think this paper is the hardest paper , in these 3 years -_- wtf i don't even understand the whole story crapppppp. damn fed up while doing grrrrr. curse the one who set the questions. millions of brain cells killed by this exam seriously. and and and they laughed at me TT i just prayed and tossed my eraser lol and they laughed at me TT loudly -.-

mandy is seriously awesome -.- epiccccc hahahahah. let teacher fill in the blanks HAHAHHAA. suesie laughed at her own caligraphy HAHAHA -_- omg why all weirdos in my row x) panic until my hands kept sweating while writing essays . lol totally shivering while writing caligraphy :) yes it turned out a piece of shit as usuaaaaaal.

but anyways , no more exams omg T_____T

but the results ... okay to be honest , im kinda disappointed in myself because a lot of careless mistakes i should triple check -.- sometimes like blur lol :P but it's okay it's over . no use crying over spilt milk :D HAHAHAH idiom sammoh omg :3 should really pay more effort in these 2 months :3

thanks weilame for the books :D <3

truthfully , im just worried about my future. maybe you guys think he needs it more but seriously , he has a lot of confidence. and i'm really lack of that. no one can predict the future , but i hope , it can be the way i want it to be. i wish i'll be happy , and everyone will be happy as well.

love me for who i am.

stay or leave ;D

2011-08-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

learn to accept failures. altho its hard :|

we shouldn't and couldn't blame on the others.

results. not satisfied of course. i didn't expect MUCH but i never thought it'd be that bad. haih -___-

tomorrow gonna take chinese exam. crapppppp im so screwed. its hard to get an A for it seriously -.- haih what to do. my paper 1 is better than paper 2 -_- but somehow i kinda enjoy reading chinese books. i think those authors are really awesome (Y) shits how come my chinese essay is still a piece of crap -_- gosh. paper 1 is way easier because there's ABCD lol ! i pray and toss my eraser. fyi i talk to it tooooooo :3 creeppppppppyyyyyyyyyy . anyway good luck to those who are taking chinese ! :) ALL THE BEST YOOOOO !

should really skip sch on Friday. hmm ...

I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.

classic

2011-08-09T19:45:00.004+08:00

are you drifting away with the sands of time ?

iz blogging while listening to haru haru :') never get bored listening to this.

oh girl , i cry cry ,

you're my all , say goodbye.

so many people are in love with beast nowadays .__. okay i think fiction is not bad er on rainy days is nice :) but its hard to differentiate the members lol . but i love yoseob and dongwoon heeee only both of them <3 but their songs not bad seriously :)

big bang is so special :') they dress differently and they have their own styles :D 2NE1 ;) awesomeeeeeeee ! i am the best , ugly , hate you :D (Y)

ah kpop again ._.

HAHAHAHHA im in love with blowing bubbles :D with chewing gum lah lol.

be tough , no one will be there helping you . you have to do all these alone.

yes, it is ironic.

im back ;D

2011-08-08T18:18:00.003+08:00

damnnnnnnn , i think this is one of the best feeling everrrrr.

msn popped out when i on my comp and i saw the greatest words , welcome back :'D AHHHHHHH OMG I PROUDLY ANNOUNCE THAT TRIALS OVER RAWR ! long time no seeeeee lappie TT hyperrrrr muahahah hyper wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! im actually typing ! omg im crazy !

okay.

i forgot i already blogged bout AGM. shit hahahah stml :)

like .... what should i blog about now . hahahahahha except exams over. results coming out so screwed for every single subject. errrr anything else ? lol anyway its over so we shouldnt look back and think bout our mistakes. what we have to do is learn from our mistakes and do it better next time ;) right right right ahhahahahah okay but seriously have to pay more effort and do it better -_- my essays and karangan were like craps not smooth at all lol wondering wtf was i writing just now .

oh ! no more eating in class. sad .... malays are fasting happy fasting ! lol -.- but but but the canteen is so quiet and ...... less crowded . no more queuing up for food wheee !

er so yeah :) bye !